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I was gonna blog about something serious before going off to bed but Juudaime posted pics from our pre-shoot last May 7 and he forgot to take out pictures of the kitten I killed that day and now I'm a trembling wreck.>_< I accidentally closed the door on her and snapped her spine into two and she was writhing on the floor and I couldn't let go of the door 'coz it would have hit her again so I was forced to stand there and watch her...

...OK, writing about it does not help. It's making the images worse.>_< I'm gonna go to bed.

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