Call it what you wanna call it...I'm a fucken alcoholic
I truely think I am becoming an alcoholic. Ever since Mikey Z turned 21...i have drank every nite...i haven't gotten drunk every nite...but, i have drank at least 1 beer or alcoholic beverage...tonite, i made mikey go buy me beer, so i could drink my troubles away...i'm on the verge of hating my dad...it makes me sad...so then i'm depressed, too...it's jes rough...and today was a horrible day at work. I got oil in my eye...yes, IN my eye...so i had to flussh it out and put eye drops in it all fucken day...ugh,,,I LOVE MY JOB I LOVE MY JOB I LOVE MY JOB...i keep hoping if i say it a lot, then maybe it'll come true...i dont' think it will, tho...but that's all that i wanna write tonite...so, peace*