Jul 22, 2004 22:23
This shit is so gay and immature. But, I know I'm immature for taking part in it, too...It's hard not to when you get so mad, though. I jes have to a few things to get off my chest before I'm done...I can't figure out what guys talk bad about me after had having sex with me...I know Andy did, but that didn't bother me b/c I was drunk, too...we were both jes plastered...it prolly wouldn't bother me anyways...Kefentse obviously didn't...You don't know David, Kurt, or Josh...I mean, yeah there are prolly some that you might know that talk shit, but of them, I prolly talk more shit about those than they do...so, yeah...w/e...and the thing about there being 2 sides to all stories...yeah, i said that...I said that you didn't know both sides and you shouldn't talk shit from a story you hear from someone that you know lies all the time...idk, i guess...whatever anymore...and dont say that those guys wouldn't be my friends if my brother weren't around...yeah, I know them through my brother, but don't you meet most people thru someone they know...that's how you get lots of friends, by meeting everyone's friends...A lot of those guys have been closer with me than with my brother at points in life, too...Because my bro and I are so close in age, it's my convinient for us to hang out more, thus becoming friends on our own. It's jes like any other friendship and how they all form...Yeah...but, I'm jes done now...I know what I know, and you know what you know...so, such is life...
Anyways, I had a totally awesome day today :) I don't have to work at all this weekend. I have Friday and Saturday nite off at the Grayhorse and I told my supervisor I can't work this weekend b/c my roomie is moving out and I have to be here. Which was true, but she can't move out now because of troubles at home. But, she'll be out by the 1st. Crystal called me tonite. I miss her so much! There are so many dumb things that are funny to only the 2 of us, that when I say certain words, it jes makes me laugh. idk...it was crazy. She was like, I MISS YOU! I was like I MISS YOU, TOO!!! So, she stopped over tonite on her way home from work. Her, Mike and I sat and visited for awhile. It was nice. We might hang out this weekend, which is cool because I have the whole weekend off :) I'm so excited...I hardly ever get an entire weekend off. Actually, never...because I always work Friday nites, but I switched with Ash,,,yay...
But, I'm exhausted, so I'm going to bed now. It's been a long day,,,too much work! peace*