Ugh
Sorry, I jes had a really immature moment. It's hard not to be immature and talk shit when you're really pissed off that someone else is talking shit about you. You weren't there, you don't know what happened. I totally did not hit on Byron Saturday night. I don't think telling a guy that he's cuter that I remember him, is hitting on him. It's jes saying he's cuter than I remember. I thought for some reason he got ugly or something when he slept with a certain person. But I jes think I wasn't attracted to him at all after that for being with that person because he was cheating on his current gf and all that stuff. Not because of who the person is or anything b/c when they were sleeping together, she was one of my best friends. But when I know that a guy is cheating on his gf and lying about it and everything, it turns me off to him. After having a few drinks in me, I was saying that he was cuter than I remember him because of that, idk. It doesn't matter anyways. Then, he was talking about his new tattoo and I asked what it looked like. He didn't describe it or anything, jes said that when he has to lotion it or w/e I could see it. Then, I had forgotten about it and he came up to me and asked me if I wanted to see it. So, I definately don't see how that's hitting on him. And jes about every guy that I have slept with has been at least decent looking. You totally thought Andy was hot and said Kurt was hott when you saw him. And everyone knows that Kefentse is gorgeous. So, how is that every guy I sleep with is ugly? I'll admit some of them are the best lookers, but oh well. I think it's totally awesome that she gets hot guys, yay for her, for real. But, being a drunk asshole Saturday nite, I asked what guys saw in her and not one guy could say anything. Lewis said he was drunk and it was there...and Byron jes shrugged his shoulders...so, yeah...be proud that they all had sex with you. Then there's Mike, who you say you had sex with, yet he denies it to this day. So, idk...I guess if you're happy that's all that matters...but don't go talking shit about me when you don't know what went on.
Alright, now that that's out of my system...I had a good day today...work was hotter than hell and miserable, but if it was fun, it wouldn't be work. After work, I came home and Casey and Amber were upstairs, so I visited with them for a few minutes. Then showered and went to dinner with Lily and then Jessica met us there. After dinner, we got dessert from DQ and went to Jessica's to go swimming and hot tubbing. It was fun :) Tracey Sue jes stopped by, too. What a good nite. And I grew balls and called the boy I like :) Yay for me. I'm proud of myself. I mean, I talk to him all of the time, but I never jes call him to say what's up, ya know? So, go me. Maybe I'll get the guts to tell him, while I'm sober, how I feel. Who knows? But, I'm gunna go to bed. peace*
Alright, now that that's out of my system...I had a good day today...work was hotter than hell and miserable, but if it was fun, it wouldn't be work. After work, I came home and Casey and Amber were upstairs, so I visited with them for a few minutes. Then showered and went to dinner with Lily and then Jessica met us there. After dinner, we got dessert from DQ and went to Jessica's to go swimming and hot tubbing. It was fun :) Tracey Sue jes stopped by, too. What a good nite. And I grew balls and called the boy I like :) Yay for me. I'm proud of myself. I mean, I talk to him all of the time, but I never jes call him to say what's up, ya know? So, go me. Maybe I'll get the guts to tell him, while I'm sober, how I feel. Who knows? But, I'm gunna go to bed. peace*