Happy Birthday Mrs. Autry
We went to dinner for Cheryl's birthday this evening. It was nice, although Neil got really aggravated by Jon....as usual. I dont know. Sometimes I think he overreacts... however, I really do see where he is coming from. Jon can be an ass. And usually is. Oh well. Jon is leaving for New York in a few weeks I guess. I think Neil will really miss him when he is gone for good. He just doesnt realize it yet
I dont feel comfortable in my own skin lately. I dont know why. This feeling of sickness and dissatisfaction just washes over me constantly. Maybe I need a new hair cut, or the drop of a couple pounds. God that wouldnt hurt. haha Yea.. lets loose 10 pounds, and get a dramatically different hair style for summer. Sounds like a great plan. Thank you Morgan. You saved the day
I want to see Susan this weekend
I love Neil so fucking much lately. He picked me up today and I was like swooning over him.
I had butterflys.. seriously. It was crazy. I just wanted to tackle him to the ground and squeeze him to death. Every part of him feels so wonderful to the touch. I sure I sound like a crazy person, but love makes you look silly. Me more often than not. Oh boy, it makes me all warm just thinking about him. But he's playing Halo right now. Neil time. Lately Ive been trying to give him a little more space. A little more Neil time than he has had in the past year or so. I miss him alot more though, but its fine. It just makes me love him more when I see him. So it all works out
I want Neil to take me to Florida. Neil if you are reading this...take me to Florida. lol The weather tonight made me really want to be there. I love the air in Florida at night. It feels great just to stand and breathe