you're just jealous cause we're young and in love
How could you? What the FUCK were you thinking??? Um, obviously not. Use your fucking head. Please. You fucked us up before, you're fucking them up now, and I swear to fucking hell if you fuck this up, this what I have right now, I'll personally break your face. Because I like what I have now. I know, livejournal drama. Lame. Well you know what? I don't care now. This is the only way I would be able to say it. I never want to see you again. I don't want to see your face ever again. You seriously make me so sick. How does it feel to know that you are killing your so called "friend"? It killed me and nothing even happened to me this time. And I cried. Imagine whawt you are doing to her. Next time, think. But the worst part of the situation is that you two were fucking talking about it before. How low can you get? And not have regrets? Good fucking friend. Maybe everyone was right about you. Maybe not. But from what I'm seeing, they were. And I was the stupid one for not listening. SO fuck it. Don't apologize. Just look in the fucking mirror and ask yourself, Is this what I want? Well, is it what you really want? Is he just another person to add to your list? You've obviously never been in love so you don't know what it feels like. You don't know how bad it hurts. And you obviously don't know the pain it causes other people. You are a selfish bitch. You only think of yourself.
Put some fucking clothes on.
Ashley's graduation party is bitchin'. I'll post pictures later.
Patrick is coming later. <33 yayyy
This hurts so bad. Not being able to express my true feelings. It's slowly killing me, but are they my true feelings? Or is it just some fantasy that I want to be living? I'm so confused. I've never really had a hard time saying anything before, so maybe before, I didn't mean it. Maybe now I do. I just wish so bad to be able to get the balls to say something, but everytime I come close, I shake. My heart races. My stomache flip flops. I just can't bring myself to tell my secrets.
I'm slowly going under.