.. i wish it was easy to just leave this all behind , and never look back.
2 friday's ago, (seeing i havent written in like forever, im going to start there) well me and ashley didnt go to the movies, seeing josh, dan, or dylan, werent going, so we waited for adam get out of work, and we hung out with him, we went to contempo and hungout with ross there, ashley and i went to her house :-), we split cars, me w/ adam, ash w/ ross. got to ash's, talked and then slept. saturday, woke up. ash's mom wouldnt take us to the mall, so i called up adam, and he got out of work and we went to emerald mall :-). it was ok, we got separated at points, we met russ, erika, and shire there. i walked off on my own for a bit. then we all just came met back together at some point, so then we decided to go to contempo, hungout there. shitty things happened. mehh whatever. left. headed to ashleys, i slept over againnn :-). sunday, adam skipped youth group to hangout with us<3. we went and hungout at cumby's, to see ross, he took a break and hungout with us for a bit. school on monday, i believe, i cant remember really anything, i have so much to write too. tuesday went to school, was suppose to stay after for detention but didnt cause teacher ended up having a fucking meeting, stupiddd. so ashley hada test so i sat in her class while she did it and i did some h/w. she finished, so we went to the middle school to see dan practice, b-ball<3. then we went through his locker, he told us he could of course :-). we left notes<3. then we left and got hugs from dan<3. and we just hung around<33. then my mom came and got us, went to my house waited for adam, then we went and looked for joe's karate place, found it, didnt go in, oh well. we ended up going to putnam, to get nicole and lindsey from work to bring them homeee.. hmm, school on wednesday, head out of the school saw ross, he asked us if we wanted a ride home<3.. :-). so we went to my house first did shit here, headed to ash's did shit there, left, went down to make some keys for ross' car. me and ash had some fun in the store ;-);-). <33333. left, went and got tickets for alexandera, or whatever. startd @ 8, so we hungout at contempo til then, i slept alot, mmhmm i did!<33333. left, went in the movie, that was a pretty good movie, fighting scene was boring but very sexxxyyy!!<3. adam was waiting for us outside, so we split cars, me w/ adam, ash w/ ross. so yeah. came home, ashley told me ross asked her back out.i was shocked. very shocked. but i talked to her for a while.. but then i got off and i just layed with adam, and uhhh, i passed out, cause i was crying, stupid me.
~(recent stuff) so thanksgiving that was fun. woke up. help mother with somethings. then my uncle came, with his wife, and my cousin daven, then my grandmother came, with my stepfather's brother, and then it was me mom norman and my bro. much fun! my cousin colored all over my wall, :-) he was soo cute, haha he usta be scared of everyone cause he was little and such.. but hes cool now :-). he loved my room, he would like go up the stairs and turn his head to were i was downstairs and look at me to tell me he wanted me to come upstairs with him.. haha. hes soo cuteee!!!<3. had my birthday party too, omg MY MOM GOT RAINBOW FUCKING CANDLES. the 1 and the 8 omg they were soo hotttt!!! haha well i got stuff & money, i got a 20 disc fucking cd player that is so hottttt and i love it so much<3333.. haha, well so adam came, stayed here for a bit, then at like 4:30ish. headed to my dad's house, stayed there for like 30 mins got my birthday shit, 80 bucks :-) woot woot so i had like 120 buy the end of the night :-). now its all gone hahahahah. you'll see why if you keep reading. left there, go ashley AND JOSH :-) omg i was so excited i like attacked the kid when i came in the house!!<3 left. went to adams uncles. hahaha that was a fucking halarious time<3333. to much to write. just imagine :-). left. got ross. went to contempo, hungout for a while<33<33333.(i love you ashley<3).. ross' daddy and joe came. me and ash just chilled, josh came and sat with us a couple time, cause ross n adam were with ross' daddy and joe, talking n shit. but i had fun with ashpoo<333- thanks by the way). left. went in. cryed. slept w/ ash ;-) muahah! woke up. hungout with ash n joshhhh<3. then josh left. he almost got to stay tooooo! :-(. me and ash hungout dyed our hair :-). called norman, asked for a ride to the movies. said yes. showered. left at 5:30ish. got there, got tickets to spongebob squarepants movie<3. walked around, found dannn & colton!!<3. i got his ticket for him. went in the movie at 7:05. well, it was an awesomeeee movie, i love the spongy man<3! this got fucked in the ass, cause im stupid. dan thought i was mad at him but i wasnt at all, :-( sorry dan!<3. left, went to contempo, nicole and sarah were there :-):-):-):-)!!! so adam, and them two went to the porn store, tah! we have some strange friends, so me and ashley stayed, and talked (sorry ash)<333. glad we talked though. they came back, sat talked. left. came home cause ashley was going somewhere the next day. adam came in and stayed with me. i made hiim listen to some songs, i needed to make him understand somethings a little bit more than he did.. and now he gets it. finally, but well see how things go! fell alseep, next to adam<33. then he left at 2am. went online, talked to josh.
(sisters house section).. made plans to stay at my sister's house. so got up showered and shit. they called, came and got me. went to applebees :-).. i made them laugh so hard<3 it was so fun! headed to the mall. :-) josh went his own way, and me and sis went to Hot Topic. OMG THEY HAD A SALE and i fucking loved ittt! orgasmic i tell yea!!<3. my sister bought me the used sweatshirt that i wanted sooo fucking bad.. so now all i have to do is wait for my other one and i have two woot woot!<3. ashleys sweatshirt came in on saturday night. its so hot! i cant wait to give it to her. even though she knows i got it for her. but oh well, so the mall right. i got 4 band t-shirts for like 46 bucks. thats not bad at all. cause usually jut one cost 20 bucks. i got luckyyy woot woot.. and i got something at pacsun that i cant say :-) muahaha! so i spent over 70 bucks :-). it was worth it alll!!! they have so much stuff in hot topic thats on sale right now.. go hook yourselves up peopleee!!<333 walked around the mall, got some ice cream :-). left. stop n shop. then to there house. wrapped all my presents :-). then woot woot!<3. wait a movie. went online for a bit. then hungout with the two crack heads for a while, drank some yummys :-) muahaha. i felt mighty good!! then called adam cause karen told me he could come over and he could sleep over too.. i was soo fucking happy, so called him he came, and i was soo excited. so me and karen sat in her room while josh and adam were talking, so we played games :-). i was so fucking hyper, i couldnt even handle it. tah! so then we all went and watched elf, teehee. i borrowed it cause i want ashley to see it, seeing dan told is to see it, and its fucking halariousss omg i love it so much!!<3 haha! so then movie was over, they went to sleep, so did me and adam. karen wanted me to sleep on the couch and adam on the floor but they ended up going to bed, so we just slept on the floor together, it was soo nice i loved it<33. woke up to pancakes mmhmm.. ate. then we had to leave right away.. so now here i am, and im soo happy that i am done with this..
but im going to add a pictures, that ive been waiting to add for a long time, its old though.. well from halloween.
Me n Ashley @ Russels.<33333
.. she might kill me for that, but oh well, i love it<3
Me N Adam @ Russel's
.. tah!! little erika, putting her hand in the way!!<33
MATT & Kim..
.. i had to add that, he looks so hot in that picture <3333