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Right now everything seems chill.
I'm at school in Photography class right now.
I miss Brad. i hate mac computers.
I'm going through the motions, because everything is eventual.
right now I need to focus on school, because it's all that i can do.
which is annoying.
I'm grounded from driving because I missed curfew 2 days in a row,
the first Ches and left Clinton late because i babysat,
and then we went to Dewitt to hangout with Robert, but since we'd been running late
we were gonna crash there. I'm thinking along the lines of miscomunication,
either way, we ended up coming back home around 1 am.
The next day Chels, Aki and i skipped band practice and went to
Davenport, drove around. had some fun. Almost snuck into a bar
because they had an acoustic set. we didn't because Aki was afraid
we'd get into trouble.
We walked by these loft style apartments next to the Adler Theatre,
I want to live there in late November after I graduate;
Then I will go to college a Capri in Davenport for 10 weeks to get a
degree in massage therapy. Then I'd like to move to Cali.. around
May 2009? depending on Brad, depending also on the band, and
Brooke.
I feel like if I'm here, I should be doing something for my future.
After Capri, there wont be a reason for me to stay.
And I wont have that feel of accomplishment.
then again, I can't see myself putting my career first
when it's just money, I don't want to leave if it means I'm leaving someone behind.
I'm kind of glad no one reads this.
I have a head ache. I think I'll take it east again this week,
do homework over break (which is about 2 full weeks)
and try and apply myself when classes resume.
2 full weeks off.
How pleasant.
I'm starting to fall back into my mood,
where I'm not really happy, but keep myself
amused as a means of.. finding a reason to
keep going.
I'm at school in Photography class right now.
I miss Brad. i hate mac computers.
I'm going through the motions, because everything is eventual.
right now I need to focus on school, because it's all that i can do.
which is annoying.
I'm grounded from driving because I missed curfew 2 days in a row,
the first Ches and left Clinton late because i babysat,
and then we went to Dewitt to hangout with Robert, but since we'd been running late
we were gonna crash there. I'm thinking along the lines of miscomunication,
either way, we ended up coming back home around 1 am.
The next day Chels, Aki and i skipped band practice and went to
Davenport, drove around. had some fun. Almost snuck into a bar
because they had an acoustic set. we didn't because Aki was afraid
we'd get into trouble.
We walked by these loft style apartments next to the Adler Theatre,
I want to live there in late November after I graduate;
Then I will go to college a Capri in Davenport for 10 weeks to get a
degree in massage therapy. Then I'd like to move to Cali.. around
May 2009? depending on Brad, depending also on the band, and
Brooke.
I feel like if I'm here, I should be doing something for my future.
After Capri, there wont be a reason for me to stay.
And I wont have that feel of accomplishment.
then again, I can't see myself putting my career first
when it's just money, I don't want to leave if it means I'm leaving someone behind.
I'm kind of glad no one reads this.
I have a head ache. I think I'll take it east again this week,
do homework over break (which is about 2 full weeks)
and try and apply myself when classes resume.
2 full weeks off.
How pleasant.
I'm starting to fall back into my mood,
where I'm not really happy, but keep myself
amused as a means of.. finding a reason to
keep going.