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Bright Eyes, says it all. much more beautifully than i ever could. slightly altered.
It was in the march of the winter I turned fiften
That I bought those pills
I thought I would need
And I wrote a letter to my family
Said it's not your fault
And you've been good to me
Just lately I've been feeling
Like I don't belong
Like the ground's not mine to walk upon
So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face
Not this fucking wreck
That's taken its place
So please forgive what I have done
No you can't stay mad at the setting sun
Cause we all get tired, I mean eventually
There is nothing left to do but sleep
But spring came bearing sunlight
Those persuasive rays
So I gave myself a few more days
My salvation it came, quite suddenly
When she spoke very plainly
she said "Of course it's your decision,
But just so you know,
If you decide to leave,
Soon I will follow"
I wrote this for a baby
Who has yet to be born
My brother's first child
I hope that womb's not too warm
Cause it's cold out here
And it'll be quite a shock
To breathe this air
To discover loss
So I'd like to make some changes
Before you arive
So when your new eyes meet mine
They won't see no lies
Just love.
Just love.
I will be pure
No, no, I know i will be pure
Like snow, like gold
yeah kids. yeah. school is getting better, being a trainer is, hawt. yeaya. i like all my classes and thats all ive been doing lately. besides working with autistic kids and volunteering at the hospital and 9875348 hours of homework everynight and painting im soo busy and i have no time to update, so this is as good as it gets. nothing but love <3