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I just want to say one thing.
Im sure you care. I know somewhere you do, but what you did HURT. Im not going to sit here and feel sorry for myself, and im not going to let it get me down. I see whats important to you, more than a friendship that I thought REALLY meant something. And it meant something to me, but in my eyes, it was thrown away in an instant. Not to say you were never there for me, but if you were, you would have stuck up for me, and done everything fairly. Perhaps i deserve it, sure, but it doesnt make things right. I dont wish bad on anyone, I hope everything will be okay for you. I hope that Ray and the kids are doing well
But dont expect my feelings towards you go ever go back to what they were.
Im sure you care. I know somewhere you do, but what you did HURT. Im not going to sit here and feel sorry for myself, and im not going to let it get me down. I see whats important to you, more than a friendship that I thought REALLY meant something. And it meant something to me, but in my eyes, it was thrown away in an instant. Not to say you were never there for me, but if you were, you would have stuck up for me, and done everything fairly. Perhaps i deserve it, sure, but it doesnt make things right. I dont wish bad on anyone, I hope everything will be okay for you. I hope that Ray and the kids are doing well
But dont expect my feelings towards you go ever go back to what they were.