don't touch me please. i cannot stand the way you tease. i love you though you hurt me so.
hm so i guess it's time for updateness of my week. oh so very exciting and eventful. haha only not. oh well as long as i got to be with my bestfriends and a little bit of alcohol. it's all good.
sunday: hung out with non other than my christina grigalis. we went to this guy brian's house then to aaron tucker's house with tony & such. and i think i already wrote this in my other entry. haha oh well. um refresher? haha here's a picture of chrissy on sunday night after we got our cookies.
oh chrissy you are just too hawt. haha she is without a doubt like the most photogenic person i knoooow. this morning i called her back and she said to go write in my journal about how much i love her. chrissy i love you thiiiiiis much. well, you can't see it, but trust me-it's a lot. k? <3 so moving on to monday.
monday: ummm i think i was just too damn tired to go out because of the night before. and my dad not letting me sleep. buuut i ended up watching a movie with my family because i can be good daughter time to time. and that was hm fun. we watched chasing liberty. that movie reminded me of kristin. it's because of that movie that the two of us decided that as soon as we graduated from highschool that we were going to go backpacking through europe. hm i guess that's not happening. i guess i'm glad we're not friends anymore. just because she's happier than she has been in a while. she has her 2 bestfriends back. kristy and clark. i was just sort of a filler if you will. meh, we had many many good times together. i wouldn't trade being her old bestfriends for much of anything. okay enough of that. so tuesday..
tuesday: me and chani went over to brian's again. because he was having a big party or whatever in his empty house. and as we got there liz and chrissy were leaving. i asked chrissy to come..because daniel invited us. but brittany and anne were there. wtf. when the hell were they invited. idk why but that kind of pissed me off. two of my xbestfriends showing up at a party i'm at uninvited..that happened at lisa's too. lisa invited me and chani. whatever. i'm not getting into it. chani and i talk and dwell upon old bestfriends far far far too much. i'm going to try and restrain from doing that so much. but anyway we went inside. and i met april and she's so nice. i really liked her. then i met sam & some other people i guess. buuut anyway. me and mrs.woodward got quite tipsy and had some fun. we drove around with justin for a while. haha he's so funny. we made him listen to 80's music with us and he absolutely loved it..deep down. lol but anyway we went back to his house and there was like all this drama occuring. wow. something new. i talked to daniel haha and he said the funniest thing to me. "hey laura..wanna know a secret? you and chani are the hottest lifeguards ever." haha idk why i found it so funny. but i did. daniel you're such a lightweight. lol much love. <3 buuut chani smoked her first cigarette *gasp* and hm what else? i talked to brian for a while. i hadn't talked to him in forever. and it was time for him to go home..but he was in no condition to drive. so i got to drive him home. yay for me. i'm the first person who has ever gotten to drive his car. that's because he must trust me oh so very much. but then we got to his house and i scared scotty while he was sleeping..and that was fun. haha he told me he couldn't go back to sleep after that. lol then i talked with brian for a while and chani came and got me. thennn at that point it was like 5 or 6 in the morning and we were drunk with no house. where to go? umm..ihop. where else?? uh then back to daniel's to sleep. or attempt to sleep. i was cold and half my ass was hanging off his little bed. that was fuuuun. but finally morning came and so did myyyy comfy bed.
wednesday: hm i slept all day. then chani came over after soccer practice at like 11 o'clock and we left in our pajamas. haha we went to tom thumb to change our clothes and such. hahah we felt so dumb. oh well. thennn we met up with mr. saaaaad at sonic to go to sam's. here's a picture of us waiting..
haha i have the two hottest bestfriends ever. you know it. buuut anyway. after waiting we went to sam pagnozzi's house. i met that girl tuesday night. she's so badass. i absolutely love her, already. lol buuuut we did a little drinkage. and i learned a new drinking came. haha it was a good one. but after we were quite heavily intoxicated me, chani, sam, and lauren went over to cody's house because he asked us to come over. annnnd we did for a while. i wanted to just chill with fowler and hardon but they wanted to leave so i guess i stayed and they didn't. idk i was really really drunk. ugh and this one guy anthony was such a creep. he kept like rubbing up against me and asking me to go outside with him. and ah i was so scared of him raping me. he was so scary. so i would not leave cody. so to get away from the oh so horny boys me and cody went into his bedroom. and i watched my very first porn with him. hahah. pornos are so stupid. but whatever. finally we fell asleep and eventually it was morning.
thursday: chani picked me up fairly early. like 9 o'clockish? actually that's kind of a late morning for us. we go home so early in the morning after partying. but anyway. i came home, showered, and slept. then i woke up around 5 or 6 in the p.m. i can't exactly remember. i woke up to like a gazillion missed calls and text msgs. that's how tired i was. i didn't hear any of them. ohhh well. hm so my night was actually fairly good. it consisted of loads of sex & the city and cheesecake. hm i love both of those oh so very much. but now that i'm done with this i suppose it's time for me to go to sleep.. or attempt to do so. i've been tossing and turning a lot lately. thinking way too much. ugh. i'm not making this all deep and thought provoking. i don't feel like letting my feelings out right now. i don't want to cry. so off to bed i go. goodnight lovers. <3
sunday: hung out with non other than my christina grigalis. we went to this guy brian's house then to aaron tucker's house with tony & such. and i think i already wrote this in my other entry. haha oh well. um refresher? haha here's a picture of chrissy on sunday night after we got our cookies.
oh chrissy you are just too hawt. haha she is without a doubt like the most photogenic person i knoooow. this morning i called her back and she said to go write in my journal about how much i love her. chrissy i love you thiiiiiis much. well, you can't see it, but trust me-it's a lot. k? <3 so moving on to monday.
monday: ummm i think i was just too damn tired to go out because of the night before. and my dad not letting me sleep. buuut i ended up watching a movie with my family because i can be good daughter time to time. and that was hm fun. we watched chasing liberty. that movie reminded me of kristin. it's because of that movie that the two of us decided that as soon as we graduated from highschool that we were going to go backpacking through europe. hm i guess that's not happening. i guess i'm glad we're not friends anymore. just because she's happier than she has been in a while. she has her 2 bestfriends back. kristy and clark. i was just sort of a filler if you will. meh, we had many many good times together. i wouldn't trade being her old bestfriends for much of anything. okay enough of that. so tuesday..
tuesday: me and chani went over to brian's again. because he was having a big party or whatever in his empty house. and as we got there liz and chrissy were leaving. i asked chrissy to come..because daniel invited us. but brittany and anne were there. wtf. when the hell were they invited. idk why but that kind of pissed me off. two of my xbestfriends showing up at a party i'm at uninvited..that happened at lisa's too. lisa invited me and chani. whatever. i'm not getting into it. chani and i talk and dwell upon old bestfriends far far far too much. i'm going to try and restrain from doing that so much. but anyway we went inside. and i met april and she's so nice. i really liked her. then i met sam & some other people i guess. buuut anyway. me and mrs.woodward got quite tipsy and had some fun. we drove around with justin for a while. haha he's so funny. we made him listen to 80's music with us and he absolutely loved it..deep down. lol but anyway we went back to his house and there was like all this drama occuring. wow. something new. i talked to daniel haha and he said the funniest thing to me. "hey laura..wanna know a secret? you and chani are the hottest lifeguards ever." haha idk why i found it so funny. but i did. daniel you're such a lightweight. lol much love. <3 buuut chani smoked her first cigarette *gasp* and hm what else? i talked to brian for a while. i hadn't talked to him in forever. and it was time for him to go home..but he was in no condition to drive. so i got to drive him home. yay for me. i'm the first person who has ever gotten to drive his car. that's because he must trust me oh so very much. but then we got to his house and i scared scotty while he was sleeping..and that was fun. haha he told me he couldn't go back to sleep after that. lol then i talked with brian for a while and chani came and got me. thennn at that point it was like 5 or 6 in the morning and we were drunk with no house. where to go? umm..ihop. where else?? uh then back to daniel's to sleep. or attempt to sleep. i was cold and half my ass was hanging off his little bed. that was fuuuun. but finally morning came and so did myyyy comfy bed.
wednesday: hm i slept all day. then chani came over after soccer practice at like 11 o'clock and we left in our pajamas. haha we went to tom thumb to change our clothes and such. hahah we felt so dumb. oh well. thennn we met up with mr. saaaaad at sonic to go to sam's. here's a picture of us waiting..
haha i have the two hottest bestfriends ever. you know it. buuut anyway. after waiting we went to sam pagnozzi's house. i met that girl tuesday night. she's so badass. i absolutely love her, already. lol buuuut we did a little drinkage. and i learned a new drinking came. haha it was a good one. but after we were quite heavily intoxicated me, chani, sam, and lauren went over to cody's house because he asked us to come over. annnnd we did for a while. i wanted to just chill with fowler and hardon but they wanted to leave so i guess i stayed and they didn't. idk i was really really drunk. ugh and this one guy anthony was such a creep. he kept like rubbing up against me and asking me to go outside with him. and ah i was so scared of him raping me. he was so scary. so i would not leave cody. so to get away from the oh so horny boys me and cody went into his bedroom. and i watched my very first porn with him. hahah. pornos are so stupid. but whatever. finally we fell asleep and eventually it was morning.
thursday: chani picked me up fairly early. like 9 o'clockish? actually that's kind of a late morning for us. we go home so early in the morning after partying. but anyway. i came home, showered, and slept. then i woke up around 5 or 6 in the p.m. i can't exactly remember. i woke up to like a gazillion missed calls and text msgs. that's how tired i was. i didn't hear any of them. ohhh well. hm so my night was actually fairly good. it consisted of loads of sex & the city and cheesecake. hm i love both of those oh so very much. but now that i'm done with this i suppose it's time for me to go to sleep.. or attempt to do so. i've been tossing and turning a lot lately. thinking way too much. ugh. i'm not making this all deep and thought provoking. i don't feel like letting my feelings out right now. i don't want to cry. so off to bed i go. goodnight lovers. <3