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I keep that picture of you and her posted on the background of my lap top; you know, that one that rips my heart out everytime I look at it. That one where you commented "That's just us, it's amazing." That one picture; where you and her are lost in eachother's eyes, you can tell your looking at her heart. Why do I keep this as my background you might ask? Because at night, is when I am on my lap top; and right now at night is when I am missing you the most. So everytime I miss you, I look at that picture; and remember why the fuck I do not need you anymore. You let her back in; fuck she has never went away. And that right there, that right FUCKING THERE; is enough to keep me from picking up that phone and calling or texting you. You are in love with her, I do not care what you admit too, or what she admits too. I have been there, blindly watching it all, and I fucking refuse to be made a fool of again. That is where that picture will stay; until I am over you completely.