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[xbonzi]

hey everyone so i'm at my home in pines right now i head back to otown tom. but this weekend i realized something, i've had this realization a few times but i guess going back and visiting my old h.s. reminded me of this. i miss my girls. like i love my friends up at school dont get me wrong teamrosen definately makes up part of my heart and my family is always here and i love jared and our sillyness but i really miss having that close group of friends to reminisce with (sp?) i guess the whole idea of moving to a new house and being away from my friends without being able to come home to where we grew up and visit and seeing highschool cliques that are so tight and yet will fall apart in due time just brought out this feeling. also, talking to my retarded lion (jorgey) has brought htis up too. i complain how much i hate girls cuz they are are all dramatic and emotional and back stabbing, but i need my girls. any girl reading htis knos what i mean when i say that. but seriously like i'm home this weekend looking through old photos and albums as i start packing my stuff into boxes and i see trips to disney and marco island, and cheerleading and jsut everything and i miss it. my little group has been through its rounds of members but i miss having them and i want to visit and tan and talk about road trips and not the future i want to have my girls to call and not have it be to catch up but jsut to be crazy with. truth is, we all changed alot within the last 7 months of school but we all met so long ago that we're still with a common ground. so danielle i miss you and man do i have stories for you now. and adrienne my love i feel u and me have changed the most this year but i love oyu and when we are togehter we act ourselves. and melissa u need to get ur ass down to orlando with adrienne and visit me same for tressa and alexis. i miss everyone i kno that danielle and adrienne and alexis will always be there til i'm 88 yrs old and senile no matter what but i need them now. so to my girls- i'm not home over spring break but i'm moving this summer so before i move we need sleepovers and bonfires and pictures and when we all go back to school we should break in my new house with a fort -trust me theres PLENTY of room- we need to have girlie nights of going through magazines and telling stories so call me i miss seeing you guys every day.
anywho. i'm gonna go now. peace out homies