I want you and I want him.
I think I may be getting sick. I'm feeling it... But, I'm not throwupy sick or flu-cold-or otherwise sick. But I feel it coming on. I keep coughing like there's something in the back of my throat all the time and I keep sniffling. But I'm pretty sure the sniffling is because it's fucking COLD. It's chilly outside and yet, my teacher thinks it's cool to have the A/C on, and the door open. I don't get her logic. I actually don't like her in general... I wish I brought a jacket... Now I'm the annoying girl in the back who coughs alot and sniffles. This sucks.
Um... (sigh) Nothing is really going on lately. I need to do the laundry.
Oh, yesterday, I went to grab a quick lunch before Film started. And after a set my stuff down, I was walking over to the front counter to place an order and suddenly before I get there I heard, "Sam? Saaam. Sam!" So, in an awkward sort of way, I turned to look and I look down at the table in front of me and it's this guy who's in one of my english classes.
"Oh, hey"
"Yeah, I just wanted to say hi."
"Oh, ok, thanks"
So then we both sort of awkwardly nodded and I turned away and he continued his cell phone conversation. It was funny. But it was weirder that he remembered my name and I had no idea of who he was.
Um...nothing really cool has happened lately. I've been wearing my hair straight and down lately. People seem to like it... I wore it in a bun today...something new I guess? Sweet Jesu, I am...really lame and boring. Who reads this journal anymore? Whoever you are, I applaud you. You must put up with alot of shit.
Hmm...oh, um news. Apparently, I can't get into the culinary schools I want to get into without a BA/BS. So, you know what that means! Yup! Fresno State! (sighs and rubs eyes in frustration.) This process is slowly getting worse and worse. So anyway, I don't know. I guess I'll major in buisness... I have to really... Fresno State doesn't have much of a culinary program...and besides, I'd need a buisness degree more to open up a cafe or go into Food Imports. Maybe I'll minor in film... I could dabble in a hobby right?
Speaking of Film, I joined a film club. I've been wanting to join up in a club, and the FBLA-college level thing didn't seem to suit me. And neither did Northern Lights really. (Northern lights is like...the equivalent of the high school "art club". They tell you it's photography, writing, and painting/drawing, but really it's a cover-up for geeks to discuss anime.)
Anyway, the first meeting went alright. There's like...10 people. All indie geeks. (Love it.) And there's only, self included, 2 females. the other girl is married to one of the guys in the club. It's pretty cute. And anyway, the other guys are people I could see as friends. Nice people really. Anyway, we're putting on a film festival April 20th, 2007. So, people should come. It'll be really neat. It's basically all the students from our campus and surrounding colleges (Reedley, Fresno City, Fresno State, UC Merced, etc) send in a film that can be up to 30 minutes long. It can be anything: music video, drama, comedy, documentary, etc. And then, everyone's invited to come and watch them. TMClub (the proper name of Film club, stands for Television and Movies club) pre-screens them beforehand, and we pick the winners and stuff. It's pretty cool, and I'm excited. During the year we have concerts on campus and stuff as well. So far, I am very excited.
EDIT: For sarah Oh, I just read the rules-- Madera and Liberty High are more than welcome to submit films as well.
I'm feeling pretty sick... But I really need to get though this class... I'm gonna try to get out as early as possible before I explode.
Also- for those reading (Ashley), I'm ditching drama for today and coming tomorrow earlier and sticking around for most of the day. Sweet Jesu, I...really want to go home.
Um... (sigh) Nothing is really going on lately. I need to do the laundry.
Oh, yesterday, I went to grab a quick lunch before Film started. And after a set my stuff down, I was walking over to the front counter to place an order and suddenly before I get there I heard, "Sam? Saaam. Sam!" So, in an awkward sort of way, I turned to look and I look down at the table in front of me and it's this guy who's in one of my english classes.
"Oh, hey"
"Yeah, I just wanted to say hi."
"Oh, ok, thanks"
So then we both sort of awkwardly nodded and I turned away and he continued his cell phone conversation. It was funny. But it was weirder that he remembered my name and I had no idea of who he was.
Um...nothing really cool has happened lately. I've been wearing my hair straight and down lately. People seem to like it... I wore it in a bun today...something new I guess? Sweet Jesu, I am...really lame and boring. Who reads this journal anymore? Whoever you are, I applaud you. You must put up with alot of shit.
Hmm...oh, um news. Apparently, I can't get into the culinary schools I want to get into without a BA/BS. So, you know what that means! Yup! Fresno State! (sighs and rubs eyes in frustration.) This process is slowly getting worse and worse. So anyway, I don't know. I guess I'll major in buisness... I have to really... Fresno State doesn't have much of a culinary program...and besides, I'd need a buisness degree more to open up a cafe or go into Food Imports. Maybe I'll minor in film... I could dabble in a hobby right?
Speaking of Film, I joined a film club. I've been wanting to join up in a club, and the FBLA-college level thing didn't seem to suit me. And neither did Northern Lights really. (Northern lights is like...the equivalent of the high school "art club". They tell you it's photography, writing, and painting/drawing, but really it's a cover-up for geeks to discuss anime.)
Anyway, the first meeting went alright. There's like...10 people. All indie geeks. (Love it.) And there's only, self included, 2 females. the other girl is married to one of the guys in the club. It's pretty cute. And anyway, the other guys are people I could see as friends. Nice people really. Anyway, we're putting on a film festival April 20th, 2007. So, people should come. It'll be really neat. It's basically all the students from our campus and surrounding colleges (Reedley, Fresno City, Fresno State, UC Merced, etc) send in a film that can be up to 30 minutes long. It can be anything: music video, drama, comedy, documentary, etc. And then, everyone's invited to come and watch them. TMClub (the proper name of Film club, stands for Television and Movies club) pre-screens them beforehand, and we pick the winners and stuff. It's pretty cool, and I'm excited. During the year we have concerts on campus and stuff as well. So far, I am very excited.
EDIT: For sarah Oh, I just read the rules-- Madera and Liberty High are more than welcome to submit films as well.
I'm feeling pretty sick... But I really need to get though this class... I'm gonna try to get out as early as possible before I explode.
Also- for those reading (Ashley), I'm ditching drama for today and coming tomorrow earlier and sticking around for most of the day. Sweet Jesu, I...really want to go home.