One week home
Its been one week since I have been home and how does it feel? Sometimes is feels like it was one cage to another but I have had some excitement since I have been home. Been feeling kind of shitty cause my body isnt the way it used to be. My condtion causes me pain on two levels but Im taking it easy and im trying to take it easy (How many people have yelled at me to slow down) I was going to take two weeks off from work, but of course fate has a different plan and Im going back to work tommorw (total bullshit and I know im prob going to do what I used to do) Its been werid learning how to relax but I have to, its not in me, but I might in time learn. So its off to do whatever for the night and then work and doctors (I'm so looking forward to that) My major fear is that if I tell the doctor that I am having chest pains (a "severe" side effect of the medication) that I will end up in the hospital again and I dont want to do that again. Lets see what happens tomorrow, till then its just whatever.