So this is the end of my mini vacation. Starting monday its back to work, but they are changing my schedule around so in the begining i'll be taking it easy. A part of me wants to run right back into beast mode but I know I can't, blah. Other than that its the same old stuff, getting used to the medication (shitty side effects @ times but w.e, lol ( Read more... )

Its been one week since I have been home and how does it feel? Sometimes is feels like it was one cage to another but I have had some excitement since I have been home. Been feeling kind of shitty cause my body isnt the way it used to be. My condtion causes me pain on two levels but Im taking it easy and im trying to take it easy (How many people ( Read more... )

So after a 20 day run at work and two days of rest, I ended up in the ER....due to my collapse at work. While I was there for a few hours I sat in a bed with my mother in tow (she came right from work) Ok, i guess there needs to be some answers, While I was at work I had collapsed (whited out) and I was revived by the ambulence and sent to the ER ( Read more... )

So today is the last day of my 19 day run at work, and I'll have to admit that it took its toll on my body, but seems like im getting a second wind. So what can I say in the last 20 days, umm the best word would be chaos. Wish there was a different word that I could use, but cant seem to find one. Well ok on top of the fact that I put in over 50 ( Read more... )

So another day off is here and what am I doing, Nothing. I hate that my life has become nothing but work and this house is so empty since both my parents are now working late and when they are here they are just fighting about money. So i don't know weather I rather have them here fighting or being alone. My friends always seem to be busy lately ( Read more... )