"A girl will always remember her first love no matter how many guys come after"

[xblack_heartx]

Will I talked to Kevin last night and he said I could talk to Dave but now I cannot talk to Gary and that is ok cuz I love talking to Dave. And will I can live without Gary. Then I am not talking to Brittany anymore she is nothing but a little slut that needs to just die. And she better not even think we will be friends again cuz we will not be. I am done being friends with people like her. Kevin is not going to dump me he is so in love with me so I do not know why I was thinking that. I just really do not want to lose him and I am so in love with him. The other night I was thinking about when I fall in love with him and then the time I fall more in love with him. God I am so in love my heart is whole again I think I am starting to like it. And I really think he is going to change or I hope so. We talked from 8-9pm and then 11:30pm-2:15am so I am happy about that. But I mean what I said before if I do not see or talk to him more we will not make it. But he said there is a 99.9% chance he will be coming Friday till Sunday so I am happy about that. And then on Friday we are going to do something and not just sit around the house so that makes me happy. I hope he calls me more and I hope he stops hanging out girls so much knowing it hurts me so much. I just wish I could tell him everything that hurts or upsets me cuz I think even if I just told him that he would stop like I would not even have to ask. But I am scared that if he feels like he is losing to much to be with me he will dumped me and that is why I pick crying all night over losing him. Grrrr Anyway I want to the bank I had $14.07 in coins. So now I have $22.50 in my bank I am happy about that. Hey it is a start right?? Then me and my sister want to go take our driving test and me both did not pass. Grrr I really want to so I can see Kevin more. But then I just got a ID card so now if I need someone that I need to be 18 for I can show them I am 20. So I am happy about that. I got the guts to show Kevin one of the poems I wrote for him he says he likes it but he is just being nice it sucks. I think I will post it in here. Ok I am going to go call Dave and eat I will talk to you all later. 5 more days to me and Kevin's 2 month. YAY!!!!

~*MeGgY*~

Never Leave

I never know what true love was
till you walked in my life
The way you make me feel
no one else can
When I know you will call I
just sit and wait
When I know I will see you
I get so happy
When I look in to your big brown eyes
I get butterfly in my stomach
When I am in your arms I
wish I could never leave
When we kiss the world
stops
I love you so much so I just
have this to say
Please never leave me for
you are the one with my heart forever

Megan E. H****
2*15*04