"You're never there for me, you suck the life out of me"
I really do not know how I am feeling right now. I mean I feel a little better but I do not know if that is cuz I know everything is ok with me and Kevin like I feel it. Or cuz I have been talking to Dave who makes me laugh. We talked from 10pm-2am last night and then today from 2pm-4:30pm today. And I just have been laughing the whole time. I hope me and Kevin are ok I hope he has not been lying to me. I love him so much and I thought he was so in love with me. And he wanted to be in this for the long run. I really hope he changes and I need to talk and see him more. I mean talking to him 30 min.s a day and seeing him one day every other weekend is not cutting it for me. So I do not know. And then he hangs out with girls every fucking day all day. And I mean if I did that with guys he would be so upset so how dose he think I feel. I do not know. I hope he loves me and I hope we make it. Anyway I have to go to work soon. I hope Kevin texts me. I feel kinda sick I really do not want to go but I have to. Beside all that I meet this guy Randy in yahoo he is really cool. We are going to meet in person some time this week so that will be fun. Ok that is it for now.
~*MeGgY*~
~*MeGgY*~