"what happened to me on Tuesday.."
Okay well I havent been on this stupid thing forever.
Well Halloween obviously passed...and quite honestly..something happened to me on that day. Not like an event or anything..just something...
I saw my ex gf on tuesday... we spent our time together...and i didnt want to leave... we stood there most of the time just hugging because we miss each other... just looking into her eyes told me alot and my heart raced so fast... i had to stop and catch my breath cause it was so overwhelming. That day I thought back on alot of things...and I remembered everything from the beginning til now..and we've been thru so much i dont want to let go of her..not this easily.. i cant go and wonder what if it DID work out..where would we be? she is the first person i've actually cared for and wanted to be with for this long.. she means so much to me and everything else around me disappears when shes in front of me. i look into her eyes and all she has to do is look back at me and i know she loves me. its a warming exhilirating feeling to see and feel that from someone else... she hurt me i admit.. and i dont think i can get over THAT anytime soon but i still want to be with her.. i know she means what she says and i can feel it even when sometimes she acts like she doesnt care i know she does.. cause she wouldnt be talking to me or going out of her way to come see me... we've put time and effort into our relationship and i cant just walk away from it now.. its too much to just forget about it just like that.. i love her and she means the world to me.. i can live without her but i just dont want to.. shes my every thought my every smile and i still wake up with her on my mind.. on tuesday i fell in love all over again for the first time in a long time..and this is its really strong.. god.. give me the strength and courage to go through with this..,
Well Halloween obviously passed...and quite honestly..something happened to me on that day. Not like an event or anything..just something...
I saw my ex gf on tuesday... we spent our time together...and i didnt want to leave... we stood there most of the time just hugging because we miss each other... just looking into her eyes told me alot and my heart raced so fast... i had to stop and catch my breath cause it was so overwhelming. That day I thought back on alot of things...and I remembered everything from the beginning til now..and we've been thru so much i dont want to let go of her..not this easily.. i cant go and wonder what if it DID work out..where would we be? she is the first person i've actually cared for and wanted to be with for this long.. she means so much to me and everything else around me disappears when shes in front of me. i look into her eyes and all she has to do is look back at me and i know she loves me. its a warming exhilirating feeling to see and feel that from someone else... she hurt me i admit.. and i dont think i can get over THAT anytime soon but i still want to be with her.. i know she means what she says and i can feel it even when sometimes she acts like she doesnt care i know she does.. cause she wouldnt be talking to me or going out of her way to come see me... we've put time and effort into our relationship and i cant just walk away from it now.. its too much to just forget about it just like that.. i love her and she means the world to me.. i can live without her but i just dont want to.. shes my every thought my every smile and i still wake up with her on my mind.. on tuesday i fell in love all over again for the first time in a long time..and this is its really strong.. god.. give me the strength and courage to go through with this..,