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i cant help but feel stupid everytime i put myself through this again
and laying there knowing that i shouldn't?
it makes me feel like theres more of a reason to
i honestly wish i could take back so much shit between me and him
just so i dont feel this way anymore
because i know how i feel and i dont know what he feels
i'm not going to put myself through this shit again
this year has been so hard because of him
why doesn't he treat me like i'm an actual person
i wonder if its worth it to even talk to him anymore
how come its so easy to get over everyone else except him
and why doesn't he care
oh yeah i know why cuz i mean nothing to him and i never did
and laying there knowing that i shouldn't?
it makes me feel like theres more of a reason to
i honestly wish i could take back so much shit between me and him
just so i dont feel this way anymore
because i know how i feel and i dont know what he feels
i'm not going to put myself through this shit again
this year has been so hard because of him
why doesn't he treat me like i'm an actual person
i wonder if its worth it to even talk to him anymore
how come its so easy to get over everyone else except him
and why doesn't he care
oh yeah i know why cuz i mean nothing to him and i never did