.les déchirures de la nuit se transforment en diamants dans vos yeux,
.i know i know...i won.t even start by saying why i haven.t updated...i just haven.t *shrugs*.
.i.ve been having a blast of a life though! met a new friend that most of you know about already...his name is justin and he lives in gilbert and he.s flippin awesome...that kid rocks my socks....^_^ i *heart* heem...
.he came down last weekend to visit me. we went to hydra and he fell in love with jose ^_~ (and no he.s not gay...though his friend angelo (i think) is and i.ve already been working on getting that kid to move here and keep in my pocket...and share with tony 9_9;). then we went to fasinations and he thought it was so amazing that the sensual superstore was right next to the bunny ranch...he.s too cute. then we...dropped amelia off and fended off her boyfriend for me claim he himself was MY boyfriend *blush and swoon* did i mention i <3 heem? ^_~. then we wented the latest harry potter movie and the brothers grimm both of which are pretty good...damn you tony for turning me into a potter kid..>_<;
.then he slept in my bed...with me...BUT NOTHING HAPPENED! which is why i hate vaginas ¬_¬...though he did put MY hand on his crotch...lol...we did wake up several times in compromising positions...not that i minded...i just don.t want him to get the wrong idea and they were just really cuddley comfy positions...so if you can.t tell i like this kid A LOT...but dont think i have a chance in hell with him...*shrugs* but whatever as long as i keep his friendship...i.ve been losing those a lot lately :( but i.ll get into that in a min....
.THEN sat we drove back up to phnx and went to goth/industrial show at some bar to see Tragic Black and System Syn. I met his two best friends (which i was scared to do because justins all don.t do anything cute they.ll make fun of you...x.x; wtf?! haha) but they ended up being really cool! and they have two of the cutest lil girls evar! of course my lil niece is way better but i.m biased so ^_~ the only problem with going to the show was that it was all ages show at a bar...which meant the people under 21 were sectioned off :( i was all alone for most the night because justing and friends are over 21...BUT he did take the time to come sit by me and make sure i was ok which i thought was sweet...the only major issue with being alone in the under 21 section was this kid (who i guess is 18?)...had really long blonde hair and wore baggy black pants...not bad so far...BUT he wore this cropped tank top that only covered his chest (yes leaving his stomach exposed) and longsleeve fishnet shirt...now since the shirt was so short this left his pink THONG exposed as well x.x; he wore horrible make up and hit on me...kept poking the gaps in the back of my corset and playing with my hair...and then had the nerve (which is funny) to call justin a bad boyfriend! LOL he.s all 'he.s just over there drinking with his friends not even caring about you...we should fix that...' i was like...uhhhh...hmm...and then at the end of the night he.s all 'well i have to go try to find a ride home...' he stands there looking at me and i just smile all cute like i do and cock my head like i do and say 'good luck with that!' and he walks off. it was great....i miss that kid...not the creepy goth kid...justin...haha...
.lets see....what else...new shift started today...i miss my old team already...but it.s all good....so on to the big news...
.last sunday (when i parted ways with justin) my mom and i talked...she.s helping to pay for me to go to school in phnx...so i.m moving to mesa when my lease is up...'iah (the one who proposed to me) is beyond excited about it of course...but all my friends here are upset...which i understand...so it brings me to the point of losing friends...tory (my bestest friend) is all...you know this means the end of our friendship right....yeah...ouch...asshole...but i still love him...for some reason...i have feeling about this but i have to go to a meeting so i.ll post more about that. ^_^ <333
.i.ve been having a blast of a life though! met a new friend that most of you know about already...his name is justin and he lives in gilbert and he.s flippin awesome...that kid rocks my socks....^_^ i *heart* heem...
.he came down last weekend to visit me. we went to hydra and he fell in love with jose ^_~ (and no he.s not gay...though his friend angelo (i think) is and i.ve already been working on getting that kid to move here and keep in my pocket...and share with tony 9_9;). then we went to fasinations and he thought it was so amazing that the sensual superstore was right next to the bunny ranch...he.s too cute. then we...dropped amelia off and fended off her boyfriend for me claim he himself was MY boyfriend *blush and swoon* did i mention i <3 heem? ^_~. then we wented the latest harry potter movie and the brothers grimm both of which are pretty good...damn you tony for turning me into a potter kid..>_<;
.then he slept in my bed...with me...BUT NOTHING HAPPENED! which is why i hate vaginas ¬_¬...though he did put MY hand on his crotch...lol...we did wake up several times in compromising positions...not that i minded...i just don.t want him to get the wrong idea and they were just really cuddley comfy positions...so if you can.t tell i like this kid A LOT...but dont think i have a chance in hell with him...*shrugs* but whatever as long as i keep his friendship...i.ve been losing those a lot lately :( but i.ll get into that in a min....
.THEN sat we drove back up to phnx and went to goth/industrial show at some bar to see Tragic Black and System Syn. I met his two best friends (which i was scared to do because justins all don.t do anything cute they.ll make fun of you...x.x; wtf?! haha) but they ended up being really cool! and they have two of the cutest lil girls evar! of course my lil niece is way better but i.m biased so ^_~ the only problem with going to the show was that it was all ages show at a bar...which meant the people under 21 were sectioned off :( i was all alone for most the night because justing and friends are over 21...BUT he did take the time to come sit by me and make sure i was ok which i thought was sweet...the only major issue with being alone in the under 21 section was this kid (who i guess is 18?)...had really long blonde hair and wore baggy black pants...not bad so far...BUT he wore this cropped tank top that only covered his chest (yes leaving his stomach exposed) and longsleeve fishnet shirt...now since the shirt was so short this left his pink THONG exposed as well x.x; he wore horrible make up and hit on me...kept poking the gaps in the back of my corset and playing with my hair...and then had the nerve (which is funny) to call justin a bad boyfriend! LOL he.s all 'he.s just over there drinking with his friends not even caring about you...we should fix that...' i was like...uhhhh...hmm...and then at the end of the night he.s all 'well i have to go try to find a ride home...' he stands there looking at me and i just smile all cute like i do and cock my head like i do and say 'good luck with that!' and he walks off. it was great....i miss that kid...not the creepy goth kid...justin...haha...
.lets see....what else...new shift started today...i miss my old team already...but it.s all good....so on to the big news...
.last sunday (when i parted ways with justin) my mom and i talked...she.s helping to pay for me to go to school in phnx...so i.m moving to mesa when my lease is up...'iah (the one who proposed to me) is beyond excited about it of course...but all my friends here are upset...which i understand...so it brings me to the point of losing friends...tory (my bestest friend) is all...you know this means the end of our friendship right....yeah...ouch...asshole...but i still love him...for some reason...i have feeling about this but i have to go to a meeting so i.ll post more about that. ^_^ <333