.wow...jesus fuck.
.so i.m totally just cruising my space through the school alumni section for both sahuaro and academy of tucson and i find two of my old really good friends. amelia and jenny. jenny i.ve known since 6th grade...she was my first friend ever really and her and christina were but two bestest friends in the whole fucking world...i often wonder what became of both of them. (i recently heard from another old friend from highschool liz who told me that christina is doing good actually...so i.m really happy to hear that). jenny looks...so drugged out? but fucking fantasic of course. skinny as all hell and adorable....i missed her...a lot...i fear though of gaining contact that i.ll be disappointed. i.m sure she.s changed and not the old best friend i remember from freshman year at the academy. just wow...and then i find amelia as well from sahuaro...i have missed that girl to no end!! she look fantastic as well. i wrote them both and hopefully will get a response and if i uber lucky a friends request.
.then i find a silverchair myspace and start listening to ana's song. i start thinking and growing nostalgic especially with christina. i mean whether it was jenny or amelia...christina was there hanging out. i missed old times like nothing else..i wish i could go back to some days in middle school...i still remember lunches at gridley and the awesome days at sahuaro...everyone warned me that highschool was going to suck balls but it was better than middle school which was better than elementary school...i feel silly and foolish...but i can.t help it...bah! i wish i had all my old friends back....i really do...especially the aboved mentioned...i wish i could have my old click back. me and christina rockin out to hanson and me and jenny being random with out gone with the wind inside jokes...i miss that...i miss my youth even though i am still young and there is more to come...i only i stop losing friends now. especially tory. i know he gets annoyed at me a lot i do with him too because we.re so much alike and he used to people just being...people? and i.m all polite and shit...but oh well...one day....i.m glad i.m still in touch with tracy and jose and ms cherry and tony and ophelia and jermy and adam and a list of others...so i definately count my blessings on that one...don.t stop being my friends guys? no matter what how mad you get at me...don.t stop loving me....
HAHA how emo do i sound...but it.s all true...i.m such a little girl just looking for adoration and acceptance and to know she.s loved...>_<; so pathedic...but you still love me!!!!
. . .right?
.then i find a silverchair myspace and start listening to ana's song. i start thinking and growing nostalgic especially with christina. i mean whether it was jenny or amelia...christina was there hanging out. i missed old times like nothing else..i wish i could go back to some days in middle school...i still remember lunches at gridley and the awesome days at sahuaro...everyone warned me that highschool was going to suck balls but it was better than middle school which was better than elementary school...i feel silly and foolish...but i can.t help it...bah! i wish i had all my old friends back....i really do...especially the aboved mentioned...i wish i could have my old click back. me and christina rockin out to hanson and me and jenny being random with out gone with the wind inside jokes...i miss that...i miss my youth even though i am still young and there is more to come...i only i stop losing friends now. especially tory. i know he gets annoyed at me a lot i do with him too because we.re so much alike and he used to people just being...people? and i.m all polite and shit...but oh well...one day....i.m glad i.m still in touch with tracy and jose and ms cherry and tony and ophelia and jermy and adam and a list of others...so i definately count my blessings on that one...don.t stop being my friends guys? no matter what how mad you get at me...don.t stop loving me....
HAHA how emo do i sound...but it.s all true...i.m such a little girl just looking for adoration and acceptance and to know she.s loved...>_<; so pathedic...but you still love me!!!!
. . .right?