The most that I can do for you is keep on lying. I'm tired of lying I think I'd rather sin.
i hate boyfriends. tegan is so right. i used to think like that. and i made an exception. and this bullshit when i come back. this week its me n britt... the lone fucking rangers.
god. it was sorta funny. grandma was wasted (hahahah!) and the ganster ivan omg.... and then fireworks in the fucking parking lot. stoners= greatness? lmao.. i dunno lighting things on fire..
im half glad i missed the fucking cancer show.
the only reason i wished id gone cuz of fisher doing SCREAMO hell yeah and like basically.. some stuff.. anyways. tomorrow is gonna be fucked up.
he can rot.
he can burn.
dont even get me started on that bitch.
this goes out to britt:
you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home
with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you
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AND THIS ONES FOR EVERYTHING:
as we trudge along through the mud
and we tried to call it home
but we weren't alright, not at all
not for one second
never have been one to write it down
now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
who's looking south
not me I'm not looking back
i'm done denying the truth to anyone
cause I'm alive
you showed me how
you seemed to find a hole
but I just laughed and smiled
begged and rolled my eyes
even cried and
denied the truth to you
just like the truth to me
mostly lied
I'm not going to look back
white it out like glittering wax butterflies
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god. it was sorta funny. grandma was wasted (hahahah!) and the ganster ivan omg.... and then fireworks in the fucking parking lot. stoners= greatness? lmao.. i dunno lighting things on fire..
im half glad i missed the fucking cancer show.
the only reason i wished id gone cuz of fisher doing SCREAMO hell yeah and like basically.. some stuff.. anyways. tomorrow is gonna be fucked up.
he can rot.
he can burn.
dont even get me started on that bitch.
this goes out to britt:
you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home
with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
AND THIS ONES FOR EVERYTHING:
as we trudge along through the mud
and we tried to call it home
but we weren't alright, not at all
not for one second
never have been one to write it down
now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
who's looking south
not me I'm not looking back
i'm done denying the truth to anyone
cause I'm alive
you showed me how
you seemed to find a hole
but I just laughed and smiled
begged and rolled my eyes
even cried and
denied the truth to you
just like the truth to me
mostly lied
I'm not going to look back
white it out like glittering wax butterflies
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