i had that dream again..
blahh. haven't updated this bad bitch in awhile..too busy i guess.
so i suppose i'll let you know about my fabulous day. i woke up this morning at 5AM to my alarm clock -- beyond gay. && got up, got in the car, had to be at the hospital at 6. Got there, waited in the waiting room for liiiike 10 minutes, if even. thenn Went into the pre-op room & just chilled for awhile in there, got an IV in the top of my hand, i thought it was going to hurt, but it didn't not even a little bit. The nurse just told me to think of somewhere else i'd rather be with tristin. sleeping in his bed is what i thought of. =) heh. So after abouut an hour or so of being in there - i finally went into surgery, i was so nervous that i wasn't going to fall asleep. i'm an idiot. lol, so all i remember is they brought me in the OR, put me on a different bed && my whole body went numb & started tingling, and in my head i just pretty much freaked out, cuz i didn't think that was supposed to happen..well it was. lol thenn i woke up in the recovery room like 2.5 hours later, & was all, what the fuckkkkk. where even am i, lol. so i ate some ritz & apple juice - after another 1.5 hours of being in there i got to go home, i couldn't/can't walk without someone holding onto me though, haha i fall over, i suckk pretty much. but i'm so soar, it hurts so much when i get in & out of bed, soo much. So i came home slept until liike 2:30ish until brent came over to visit me. =) he's my best friend in the entire world, we're gonna have an injured party, so people will get us wierd stuff, cuz we're pretty much the shit and all. thenn Meg helms & hurdy visited, megan only stayed for a minute cuz she was hanging out with the boyfriend, hurd & brent went to the store & bought me a chalkboard? haha random. but i love them, and some laffy taffy cuz it's possibly the most delicious thing in the entire world..- thenn matty harding came over. =) he fixed my dvd player for me, then lauren brought me balloons & another carebear =) i love all of them so much. <33 they're my favorites. So brent hurd matty & i started watching shrek 2, thenn everyone left & i watched mean girls, thenn alisa came over & brought me a bunch of movies, so i watched a lot like love. <33 i absolutly adore that movie. so fucking cute. Tristin went to chelsea's party tonight -gayness. but whateverrrrr. not even mad about it - ashley, siobhan & i got it covered. ;) heh. we're pretty much fucking gangsters. i miss them, to the moon though. =( -- so now i'm on the phone with tristin - he left before the played strip poker, good thing =) or some balls would have come off. haha, only kidding though i love him right to death ♥ tomorrow mom's leaving me all day, so trist's gonna come over after football & hang out with me all day, stay the night probably, if he doesn't play poker with the boys, which would be totally fine as well =)..ugh so not excited about next week, i have to work fuckiing 30 hours - dumbbbbbbb..but i suppose i'm going to go lay down, cuzz my stomachs ripping apart. love you bitches.
bye bye beautifuls♥
so i suppose i'll let you know about my fabulous day. i woke up this morning at 5AM to my alarm clock -- beyond gay. && got up, got in the car, had to be at the hospital at 6. Got there, waited in the waiting room for liiiike 10 minutes, if even. thenn Went into the pre-op room & just chilled for awhile in there, got an IV in the top of my hand, i thought it was going to hurt, but it didn't not even a little bit. The nurse just told me to think of somewhere else i'd rather be with tristin. sleeping in his bed is what i thought of. =) heh. So after abouut an hour or so of being in there - i finally went into surgery, i was so nervous that i wasn't going to fall asleep. i'm an idiot. lol, so all i remember is they brought me in the OR, put me on a different bed && my whole body went numb & started tingling, and in my head i just pretty much freaked out, cuz i didn't think that was supposed to happen..well it was. lol thenn i woke up in the recovery room like 2.5 hours later, & was all, what the fuckkkkk. where even am i, lol. so i ate some ritz & apple juice - after another 1.5 hours of being in there i got to go home, i couldn't/can't walk without someone holding onto me though, haha i fall over, i suckk pretty much. but i'm so soar, it hurts so much when i get in & out of bed, soo much. So i came home slept until liike 2:30ish until brent came over to visit me. =) he's my best friend in the entire world, we're gonna have an injured party, so people will get us wierd stuff, cuz we're pretty much the shit and all. thenn Meg helms & hurdy visited, megan only stayed for a minute cuz she was hanging out with the boyfriend, hurd & brent went to the store & bought me a chalkboard? haha random. but i love them, and some laffy taffy cuz it's possibly the most delicious thing in the entire world..- thenn matty harding came over. =) he fixed my dvd player for me, then lauren brought me balloons & another carebear =) i love all of them so much. <33 they're my favorites. So brent hurd matty & i started watching shrek 2, thenn everyone left & i watched mean girls, thenn alisa came over & brought me a bunch of movies, so i watched a lot like love. <33 i absolutly adore that movie. so fucking cute. Tristin went to chelsea's party tonight -gayness. but whateverrrrr. not even mad about it - ashley, siobhan & i got it covered. ;) heh. we're pretty much fucking gangsters. i miss them, to the moon though. =( -- so now i'm on the phone with tristin - he left before the played strip poker, good thing =) or some balls would have come off. haha, only kidding though i love him right to death ♥ tomorrow mom's leaving me all day, so trist's gonna come over after football & hang out with me all day, stay the night probably, if he doesn't play poker with the boys, which would be totally fine as well =)..ugh so not excited about next week, i have to work fuckiing 30 hours - dumbbbbbbb..but i suppose i'm going to go lay down, cuzz my stomachs ripping apart. love you bitches.
bye bye beautifuls♥