Sigh.....
Have you ever made a mistake that you cant take back no matter how hard you try? All the I'm sorries in the world cant undo what I did. God why does life throw me these curve balls and why cant I change? I wish I had someone to talk to about this...Amber if you read this Im sorry I really am I dont know what else to say...I just didnt think and thats my defense. I guess I will go slit my wrists and call it a day lol.