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okay..i havent updated in awhile so here it goes. ive been doing a lot of thinking lately about me and about who i really am. yea okay ill agree with some people out there maybe i wasnt acting like myself and i was acting like some other people but lately i realized that it wasnt me and who i was pretending to be was nearly like who i am. yea i kno everyone says im loud and stuff but im really not like that anymore. its just not me. and a lot of my options have changed about a lot of people. yea i still consider them my friends and yes they have been there for me through a lot and i would not change that more the world. but i guess as time goes my you change and the people around you change and you cant stop that. i guess its for the better. i mean i love the people im friends with but meeting new people is good though i cant always count on the same people to be there because they have other people in their lives as well. so i guess taking a break from hanging out with them was kinda good for me because i found who i really am and i like the new me. i hated the old me and junk like that.

so yea this summer has been pretty good.. i cant complain. ive been hanging out with michelle a lot and im glad we became good friends. we kinda drifted during the school year, and yea. i stared hanging out with pam and we became friends lol. she got me into nirvana..lol thanks pam.lol. well yea thats about it so ill update whenever.later