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well lets see schools finally over!!!! YES!!! lol.
well lately ive been thinking a lot about friendsships and stuff. A lot of things have changed since the beginning of the year some for good and most for the worse. i guess. i lost a lot of good friendships with people. I wish i could go back and change those couple of months and stuff and just make everything better. because it really was stupid crap that we faught over. the way i acted towards them and not being there for them like i said i would be. and i hate that. i hate that i talked behind ones back and just made her feel terrible over something so stupid. i cant believe i would stoop that low and doing something like that. i guess i had to do those stupid things to realize what a big mistake i made. me and this person really wanna try and make this friendship work but its so hard to try and mend it when you know what they have said. and part of you wants to forgive them but the other part of you still hurts from what they have said. okay well enough with that.
i started talking to danielle today. and man i missed the old days me and her had so much fun together. always laughing there was never a dull moment with her.lol. all the inside jokes from 7th and 8th grade there was just so many great memories and yea. and i really want to get some of that friendship back because shes a great person and yea.
okay well i think im donw with this entry and yea. so i will write whenever.bye
well lately ive been thinking a lot about friendsships and stuff. A lot of things have changed since the beginning of the year some for good and most for the worse. i guess. i lost a lot of good friendships with people. I wish i could go back and change those couple of months and stuff and just make everything better. because it really was stupid crap that we faught over. the way i acted towards them and not being there for them like i said i would be. and i hate that. i hate that i talked behind ones back and just made her feel terrible over something so stupid. i cant believe i would stoop that low and doing something like that. i guess i had to do those stupid things to realize what a big mistake i made. me and this person really wanna try and make this friendship work but its so hard to try and mend it when you know what they have said. and part of you wants to forgive them but the other part of you still hurts from what they have said. okay well enough with that.
i started talking to danielle today. and man i missed the old days me and her had so much fun together. always laughing there was never a dull moment with her.lol. all the inside jokes from 7th and 8th grade there was just so many great memories and yea. and i really want to get some of that friendship back because shes a great person and yea.
okay well i think im donw with this entry and yea. so i will write whenever.bye