quiet before the storm, the quiet after the storm
Its strange how "BI POLAR" (no offense ) my house/ life can be. From loud choatic anger racucous to depression/sleep crying to then everything be alright and actually talking and hanging out with my mom (doing online crossword puzzles together) for the first time since..Christmas break when we went to the movies, all Its been a weird day, sorry to anyone who was affected by the CRAZINESS of my life and my attitude because of it and sorry for being so vague I love sharing a lot of my life with people (as you all know, but family stuff isn't usually one of them)
i am feeling better then I have in A LONG LONG time (in my time that's like a few days or so!). Things that have been troubling me for a while (see vague past entries) seem to be somehow solved by todays household mini-breakdown. Now instead of being sulky and nostaglic and trying to figure out "feelings" and "relationships" and most of all not having enough fun, I will ...umm...i guess not do that. Live in the exterior, not the interior in guru vocab. Thanks again for not being to rough on my sulky Hamlet-esque self. Death to Hamlet long live Carrot Top.
i am feeling better then I have in A LONG LONG time (in my time that's like a few days or so!). Things that have been troubling me for a while (see vague past entries) seem to be somehow solved by todays household mini-breakdown. Now instead of being sulky and nostaglic and trying to figure out "feelings" and "relationships" and most of all not having enough fun, I will ...umm...i guess not do that. Live in the exterior, not the interior in guru vocab. Thanks again for not being to rough on my sulky Hamlet-esque self. Death to Hamlet long live Carrot Top.