(no subject)
Well.
Its been quite an interesting few weeks.
Well. I guess you cant pretend to e happy. When there is something telling u that you truly arnt happy, then you hsve to listen to it. Nothing can change and make u happier.
So i decided it was unfair for me to pretend i was happy n pretend i felt sa certian way. when i didnt. but right now there is someone in my life who is amazing. and not once have i wished he was russ or anyone else. i dont feel empty anywhere. snd i never feel like anythings missing....i fell like i could fall asleep in hisarms and never want to leave and feel like everything is perfect, all the time...... i think i just might have fallen for himand some parts of me feel like i just might ......love...him....
Its been quite an interesting few weeks.
Well. I guess you cant pretend to e happy. When there is something telling u that you truly arnt happy, then you hsve to listen to it. Nothing can change and make u happier.
So i decided it was unfair for me to pretend i was happy n pretend i felt sa certian way. when i didnt. but right now there is someone in my life who is amazing. and not once have i wished he was russ or anyone else. i dont feel empty anywhere. snd i never feel like anythings missing....i fell like i could fall asleep in hisarms and never want to leave and feel like everything is perfect, all the time...... i think i just might have fallen for himand some parts of me feel like i just might ......love...him....