Aug 14, 2005 20:13
I just got back from camping. It was fun. It didn't rain.
Payton came over for like three hours. We got caught lying down together on the couch. My parents freaked out. My dad said we were doing something else....? My mom said laying on the couch leads to something else. My parents think I am a slut. This is so weird and ironic but the last time I got caught doing something 'bad' with a boy I went to my grandma's for dinner. The same thing happened tonight. Well, I went upstairs my dad said send him home. I told him. He came upstairs and my dad said,"You outside now." Some really rude things were said to Payton from my father. My mother drove him home because he had no other ride.
My dad is being an ass hole. I don't think my mom really cares. My dad wouldn't let me walk home while they were at the park just two blocks down from the house. I asked my mom if I could go because I had to pee like a mother fucking race horse. (I fell asleep at my gram's house after dinner.) She said yes. My dad came in like 2 minutes later and was yelling at me for walking home after he told me not to. I told him I had to pee. He didn't care, he was too pissed. Then, I asked why did it matter if I went home for a couple minutes by myself. He said he doesn't trust me. (Way back my father said if there is no trust there is no relationship and I won't know how to love you.) I think this is all too ridiculous. So, my father wants to rip my head off and Payton's balls off. He also said, "As of right now, you are grounded."
Uck this. Now, I can't see my fucking Jenn. I am sorry Jenn! I love you! Sorry, Payton, that my dad was being such a dick wad.
Well, I don't know how much I longer I have because they are out at the fire pit and I am sure my dad will be checking up on me any minute now because it has been at least five minutes. HaH! Goodbye, until I get more news. Please, leave me lots and lots of comments my friends. I have been so sad lately, I just need something to cheer me up. I will tell you all about this later, Payton.
Katlan.
PS! Jenn I loved your tattoo, from what I had seen on your el-jay. I cannot wait to see it in person. That will be neat. I love you! I love you! I love you! Sorry, that my dad fucked me over big time.