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Lyrics of the Day:
"i've got nothing that i hide except for what's inside
i keep it all locked up, in this prison we call love
i'm suffocating"
:: We Come Crashing Down :: Sugarcult ::
"pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head."
:: Pretty Girl :: Sugarcult ::
"I'm bouncing off the walls again (whoa oh)
I'm looking like a fool again (whoa oh)
Waking up on the bathroom floor
Pull myself back together just to fall once more"
:: Bouncing Off the Walls Again :: Sugarcult ::
"Going all the way, looking so helpless
Everyday
Daddy's little defect
All the same
Keep your secrets away from me"
:: Daddy's Little Defect :: Sugarcutlt ::
"Love is like Novocaine
And it leaves a little stain
The beauty in all this pain is I can’t get away from you
So pull me down and don’t make a sound"
:: Champagne :: Sugarcult ::
"Gone with the stitching in her heart
left out a silouette that just wont
heal and dying in your arms tonight"
:: Knife.Blood.Nightmare. :: Adien ::
"If I tell you now I will not feel alive,
If I kill you now I will not feel pride,
If I kill you now I have set those fields on fire,
what's this? One More Time
Burn-Lies-Lies-one more time,
Burn-Lies-Lies-set, one more time"
:: I Set My Friends On Fire :: Aiden ::
"The second before you die
must be filled with the fear of discontent now,
a flash of life and what
was worth everything you meant.
We're all righteous we have lost our faith/our faith
We're all righteous and afraid,
We're all righteous we have lost our faith/our faith
We're all righteous and afraid
A fine way to die, a fine way to die,
I have found the answers to my problems now
A fine way to die, a fine way to die,
I have found the answers to my problems now"
:: Birdge of Reason, Shore of Faith :: Aiden ::
"The bridges burned
have been swept away
The past has been erased
our minds feel awake I know
The slate has been wiped clean
I wont pretend to
let the world pass by
and there's kids in the world
who's dreams will die I know now
I feel it coming"
:: World By Storm :: Aiden ::
"And all the times you slipped
Between the cracks disguised
As something sacred
Never knowing that I wanted you
Hold you in my arms, protect you
Never let the world upset you
Handing my life over to you"
:: Sacred Heart :: H2O ::
Those are a few songs that I listened to today. So, I picked out my favorite lyrics from each song.
Order of Events of August 11, 2005:
♠ I went to my ortho appointment this morning at 7:15.
♠ Following that I went to my dentist appointment.
♥ Went to Woodfield Mall.
♥ I bought an awesome a7x shirt at Hot Topic and a pair of pants at Hollister.
♥ I ate fries for dinner.
♥ I talked to Payton for a while.
(♥ are my pros and ♠ are my cons)
1oo Things You Probably Don't Know About ME
001: I don't share my feelings often.
002: I don't hate anyone.
003: I love reading.
004: I love almost any kind of coffee, except just black coffee.
005: If I could chose anywhere to be anytime in the day I would probably chose Barnes and Noble.
006: My family is crazy.
007: I love the Vanilla Bean drink at Dunkin Donuts.
008: I don't really regret anything at the moment.
009: I do not cry in front of people at all anymore.
010: I think I love my grandma Gerri more than I love my mom.
011: I have a ton of half brothers and sisters, I only know two of them.
012: I used to hate myself but lately I have found lots of good qualitites in myself.
013: I don't like the way my face looks.
014: I love my personality.
015: I like to go to school.
016: I love waking up super early.
017: I love long car rides.
018: I love rain and thunderstorms.
019: Clear skies make me sad.
020: I think clouds are beautiful.
021: I have 'fallen in love' only once.
022: I am very strong headed and strong willed.
023: I would really like my lip pierced.
024: I hate the way my room is at the moment.
025: I want to be an Interior Decorator and/or a music scout.
026: I am excited to be living the college life after school.
027: I really enjoy good musicals.
028: I like to listen to classical music.
029: I am a virgin.
030: I have never done drugs and never will (Not including alcohol.).
031: I am a lush.
032: If I get offered a drink, I never refuse.
033: My mom is convinced that I am going to kill someone and become an alcoholic later on in life.
034: My dad thinks I am a slut because I have mainly guy friends.
035: I love to meet new people.
036: I am only shy with my boyfriends.
037: I don't really have a favorite band because I like too many.
038: I really enjoy watching movies.
039: I do not get bored easily.
040: If I really enjoy someone's company I could care less what we are doing.
041: I am a really good listener.
042: I actually do have goals and such for the future.
043: I love to write and type.
044: I don't have very much self-esteem, but I try.
045: I love music with an undying passion.
046: I hate it when people say they are going to do something with you or call you and then they don't.
047: I have a hard time talking to my dad.
048: I have a bad habit of dating my friends.
049: I usually don't go anywhere without a book if it is more than an hour away from home.
050: I really dislike money but since I need it I have and I use it.
051: I find it a necessity to update my livejournal once a day (at least).
052: My dream home would definetly include a library.
053: I have crazy mood swings (but I don't think I am bi-polar).
054: My favorite class is English.
055: I like getting projects in school.
056: I would rather live in a city than in a subarb.
057: I don't deal well with compliments because I don't get them very often.
058: I can be introverted and extroverted at different periods of the day or week.
059: I would rather be living with my grandma Gerri in Northlake than out here in Lake in the Hood.
060: I love to go to parties, except I am not invited to many of them.
061: I don't believe in a heaven nor a hell.
062: I am not a goth, a punk, a skater... I am not labeled. I am just Katlan.
063: I love make-up but I don't have to wear it. It is just fun.
064: I am easily stressed out and I cannot handle too much criticism.
065: I can be very paranoid over silly things.
066: I am not like anybody else, I am my own me.
067: I do not follow trends because everyone else is doing them. I take what I like.
068: I am not that great with computers but my mom always tells me I am because she is retarded with them.
069: I love to eat Swiss Miss chocolate pudding.
070: I love strawberry and cherry Kool-Aid mixed together.
071: My favorite candies are Reeses, Heath bars, Hershy S'Mores, and Smarties.
072: My favorite chocolate brand is definetly Godiva.
073: I love the Star Wars Trilogy as much as I love the Lord of the Rings Trilogy.
074: I love my fruits and vegetables.
075: I usually eat very healthy.
076: I could live off of buttered bread.
077: I love buttered Italian bread so much.
078: I love roast beef sandwhiches.
079: Dane Cook is my hero.
080: I cry really hard and for a long period of time after not crying so long and everything building up.
081: I hate the phone.
082: I hate when people are fake and call others posers. (Everyone is a poser.)
083: I believe in sex after marriage.
084: I hate how some people act when they are drunk.
085: I am a stupid slut when I get drunk.
086: I hate when people try to bring me down because believe it or not, it does get to me.
087: I love to go shopping. I don't have to buy anything.
I'll finish tomorrow. I can't right now. Too much on my mind... I thought this would help. It didn't.
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088: I own The Ultimate Guide of Spiderman.
089: I love cooking/baking.
090: I like to sew. I make pillows all the time.
091: I have been violated by two different offenders but it is too late to do anything about it now.
092: I can be very sensitive if you give me a chance.
093: School is my happiest place. I am usually sad/depressed at home.
094: I have a really specail black Saturn that is sitting in my garage waiting for me.
095: I already have my license plate name picked out for my car.
096: My favorite concert of all time was definetly Taste of Chaos (so far).
097: I am super excited to see Aiden in concert with the Junior Varsity, the Audition, and the Hurt Process.
098: I love having a ton of friends because at one point I had no friends.
099: I shopped at Hollister for my first time on August 11, 2005.
100: I love dressing up to go places, especially to weddings or special dances.
There are the 100 things that you probably don't know about me. If you knew some of them list them in a comment, if you have questions about some of them list them in a comment. Leave me lots of comments, please! I do it for you guys, maybe you can do it for me?
----------------------------------*EDIT*--------------------------------------------------
I am leaving to go camping again. I will be back Sunday. Leave me lots of comments, please, my friends.
Katlan.
"i've got nothing that i hide except for what's inside
i keep it all locked up, in this prison we call love
i'm suffocating"
:: We Come Crashing Down :: Sugarcult ::
"pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head."
:: Pretty Girl :: Sugarcult ::
"I'm bouncing off the walls again (whoa oh)
I'm looking like a fool again (whoa oh)
Waking up on the bathroom floor
Pull myself back together just to fall once more"
:: Bouncing Off the Walls Again :: Sugarcult ::
"Going all the way, looking so helpless
Everyday
Daddy's little defect
All the same
Keep your secrets away from me"
:: Daddy's Little Defect :: Sugarcutlt ::
"Love is like Novocaine
And it leaves a little stain
The beauty in all this pain is I can’t get away from you
So pull me down and don’t make a sound"
:: Champagne :: Sugarcult ::
"Gone with the stitching in her heart
left out a silouette that just wont
heal and dying in your arms tonight"
:: Knife.Blood.Nightmare. :: Adien ::
"If I tell you now I will not feel alive,
If I kill you now I will not feel pride,
If I kill you now I have set those fields on fire,
what's this? One More Time
Burn-Lies-Lies-one more time,
Burn-Lies-Lies-set, one more time"
:: I Set My Friends On Fire :: Aiden ::
"The second before you die
must be filled with the fear of discontent now,
a flash of life and what
was worth everything you meant.
We're all righteous we have lost our faith/our faith
We're all righteous and afraid,
We're all righteous we have lost our faith/our faith
We're all righteous and afraid
A fine way to die, a fine way to die,
I have found the answers to my problems now
A fine way to die, a fine way to die,
I have found the answers to my problems now"
:: Birdge of Reason, Shore of Faith :: Aiden ::
"The bridges burned
have been swept away
The past has been erased
our minds feel awake I know
The slate has been wiped clean
I wont pretend to
let the world pass by
and there's kids in the world
who's dreams will die I know now
I feel it coming"
:: World By Storm :: Aiden ::
"And all the times you slipped
Between the cracks disguised
As something sacred
Never knowing that I wanted you
Hold you in my arms, protect you
Never let the world upset you
Handing my life over to you"
:: Sacred Heart :: H2O ::
Those are a few songs that I listened to today. So, I picked out my favorite lyrics from each song.
Order of Events of August 11, 2005:
♠ I went to my ortho appointment this morning at 7:15.
♠ Following that I went to my dentist appointment.
♥ Went to Woodfield Mall.
♥ I bought an awesome a7x shirt at Hot Topic and a pair of pants at Hollister.
♥ I ate fries for dinner.
♥ I talked to Payton for a while.
(♥ are my pros and ♠ are my cons)
1oo Things You Probably Don't Know About ME
001: I don't share my feelings often.
002: I don't hate anyone.
003: I love reading.
004: I love almost any kind of coffee, except just black coffee.
005: If I could chose anywhere to be anytime in the day I would probably chose Barnes and Noble.
006: My family is crazy.
007: I love the Vanilla Bean drink at Dunkin Donuts.
008: I don't really regret anything at the moment.
009: I do not cry in front of people at all anymore.
010: I think I love my grandma Gerri more than I love my mom.
011: I have a ton of half brothers and sisters, I only know two of them.
012: I used to hate myself but lately I have found lots of good qualitites in myself.
013: I don't like the way my face looks.
014: I love my personality.
015: I like to go to school.
016: I love waking up super early.
017: I love long car rides.
018: I love rain and thunderstorms.
019: Clear skies make me sad.
020: I think clouds are beautiful.
021: I have 'fallen in love' only once.
022: I am very strong headed and strong willed.
023: I would really like my lip pierced.
024: I hate the way my room is at the moment.
025: I want to be an Interior Decorator and/or a music scout.
026: I am excited to be living the college life after school.
027: I really enjoy good musicals.
028: I like to listen to classical music.
029: I am a virgin.
030: I have never done drugs and never will (Not including alcohol.).
031: I am a lush.
032: If I get offered a drink, I never refuse.
033: My mom is convinced that I am going to kill someone and become an alcoholic later on in life.
034: My dad thinks I am a slut because I have mainly guy friends.
035: I love to meet new people.
036: I am only shy with my boyfriends.
037: I don't really have a favorite band because I like too many.
038: I really enjoy watching movies.
039: I do not get bored easily.
040: If I really enjoy someone's company I could care less what we are doing.
041: I am a really good listener.
042: I actually do have goals and such for the future.
043: I love to write and type.
044: I don't have very much self-esteem, but I try.
045: I love music with an undying passion.
046: I hate it when people say they are going to do something with you or call you and then they don't.
047: I have a hard time talking to my dad.
048: I have a bad habit of dating my friends.
049: I usually don't go anywhere without a book if it is more than an hour away from home.
050: I really dislike money but since I need it I have and I use it.
051: I find it a necessity to update my livejournal once a day (at least).
052: My dream home would definetly include a library.
053: I have crazy mood swings (but I don't think I am bi-polar).
054: My favorite class is English.
055: I like getting projects in school.
056: I would rather live in a city than in a subarb.
057: I don't deal well with compliments because I don't get them very often.
058: I can be introverted and extroverted at different periods of the day or week.
059: I would rather be living with my grandma Gerri in Northlake than out here in Lake in the Hood.
060: I love to go to parties, except I am not invited to many of them.
061: I don't believe in a heaven nor a hell.
062: I am not a goth, a punk, a skater... I am not labeled. I am just Katlan.
063: I love make-up but I don't have to wear it. It is just fun.
064: I am easily stressed out and I cannot handle too much criticism.
065: I can be very paranoid over silly things.
066: I am not like anybody else, I am my own me.
067: I do not follow trends because everyone else is doing them. I take what I like.
068: I am not that great with computers but my mom always tells me I am because she is retarded with them.
069: I love to eat Swiss Miss chocolate pudding.
070: I love strawberry and cherry Kool-Aid mixed together.
071: My favorite candies are Reeses, Heath bars, Hershy S'Mores, and Smarties.
072: My favorite chocolate brand is definetly Godiva.
073: I love the Star Wars Trilogy as much as I love the Lord of the Rings Trilogy.
074: I love my fruits and vegetables.
075: I usually eat very healthy.
076: I could live off of buttered bread.
077: I love buttered Italian bread so much.
078: I love roast beef sandwhiches.
079: Dane Cook is my hero.
080: I cry really hard and for a long period of time after not crying so long and everything building up.
081: I hate the phone.
082: I hate when people are fake and call others posers. (Everyone is a poser.)
083: I believe in sex after marriage.
084: I hate how some people act when they are drunk.
085: I am a stupid slut when I get drunk.
086: I hate when people try to bring me down because believe it or not, it does get to me.
087: I love to go shopping. I don't have to buy anything.
I'll finish tomorrow. I can't right now. Too much on my mind... I thought this would help. It didn't.
--------------------------------------*EDIT*-------------------------------------------------
088: I own The Ultimate Guide of Spiderman.
089: I love cooking/baking.
090: I like to sew. I make pillows all the time.
091: I have been violated by two different offenders but it is too late to do anything about it now.
092: I can be very sensitive if you give me a chance.
093: School is my happiest place. I am usually sad/depressed at home.
094: I have a really specail black Saturn that is sitting in my garage waiting for me.
095: I already have my license plate name picked out for my car.
096: My favorite concert of all time was definetly Taste of Chaos (so far).
097: I am super excited to see Aiden in concert with the Junior Varsity, the Audition, and the Hurt Process.
098: I love having a ton of friends because at one point I had no friends.
099: I shopped at Hollister for my first time on August 11, 2005.
100: I love dressing up to go places, especially to weddings or special dances.
There are the 100 things that you probably don't know about me. If you knew some of them list them in a comment, if you have questions about some of them list them in a comment. Leave me lots of comments, please! I do it for you guys, maybe you can do it for me?
----------------------------------*EDIT*--------------------------------------------------
I am leaving to go camping again. I will be back Sunday. Leave me lots of comments, please, my friends.
Katlan.