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Oh so much has been going on with me lately. It is completely crazy. Just I don't think I have put so much thought into one thing. You are probably what the hell is this one thing? Well, this one thing was deciding on if I should break up with nick or not yet. For those who knew us and knew we were going out are probably no this has to be some fucking joke. Yet, you are so wrong my friends. This is what is going on...
Nick and I are going to be friends. I want to still be friends with him. I can't imagine not speaking to him or talking to him. We have become like best friends ever since like 3 months ago. Yeah, it took us awhile to really get close. Then, things were said. Things had taken place. Things that just tore us apart. We realize now that it might be better for the both of us.
Please, I beg of you, do not say oh, that's terrible you guys were a cute couple. That is like the worst possible thing you can say to someone when they first break up with someone. Thank you though, for the thought of caring.
I think I am ok with everything else that is going on. Jenn and I finished up our lovely video. Which is great. Hah... I was telling Ethan about the video, Jenn. Oh jeez... well Ethan might come over for a little bit today. So, that should be exciting. ha ha... My mom loves Ethan. So, when I asked if it were fine, she was like definetly. It's always good when your parents like your friends... then it makes it easier to do things that they wouldn't expect. ha ha... that is a terrible thing to say, I know.
Jenn! I just want to say... thanks for everything! You have always been a great friend. I love you with all of my ♥ !!! It was good talking to you for so long last night, even though you were probably just like "you know what katlan, it is two o' clock in the fucking morning, I have school tomorrow. So, please just shut the fuck up." lol... I would have totally understood if you said that. (Hey, that reminded me of Taste of Ink-by The Used.) But, you didn't, and thanks for listening.
Ethan and I have been talking a lot lately also. I can totally thank Nick for that. He helped me open up more with my feelings instead of bottling them up inside. I realize that I don't have to do that anymore because there are people out there who will listen. So, thanks Nick. I appreciate that. It has helped me become better friends with certain people.
I hope to have lots of fun this weekend. We are having our block party on Saturday, whatever day that is. Either the second of july or the third. I was going to invite a lot of friends, but then i decided that it wouldn't be as much fun because it is so hard to keep everyone happy. So, yeah I might just keep it where it is at. Jenn, Dakota, Ethan, and maybe these two cool freshman Brandon and Chris. The block party is supposed to have: a DJ, fireworks, lots of food, lots of people, the police are going to come to give out stickers (yay! stickers!!) damn pigs. lol..., and yeah just lots of stuff. OH YEAH! And a JUMPY TENT!! We all love those, don't we?
I should probably go take a shower and eat something... and I guess get dressed, but I don't know. Clothes are so overrated. ha ha ha... inside joke. Yeah, I haven't eaten like a meal in a couple of days. The last thing I had to eat was a small tub of Ben and Jerry's Chunky Monkey ice cream. ha ha... Some meal, eh? I think that is the only thing I ate all day yesterday. Hmmm... I don't know what is wrong with me lately. I usually eat all the food out of the fridge. OH MY GOD JENN! That was the first time I went to your house without eating a poptart. Ha ha ha... oh my.
Well, I think I have kept you bored enough. Adios!
Katlan
Nick and I are going to be friends. I want to still be friends with him. I can't imagine not speaking to him or talking to him. We have become like best friends ever since like 3 months ago. Yeah, it took us awhile to really get close. Then, things were said. Things had taken place. Things that just tore us apart. We realize now that it might be better for the both of us.
Please, I beg of you, do not say oh, that's terrible you guys were a cute couple. That is like the worst possible thing you can say to someone when they first break up with someone. Thank you though, for the thought of caring.
I think I am ok with everything else that is going on. Jenn and I finished up our lovely video. Which is great. Hah... I was telling Ethan about the video, Jenn. Oh jeez... well Ethan might come over for a little bit today. So, that should be exciting. ha ha... My mom loves Ethan. So, when I asked if it were fine, she was like definetly. It's always good when your parents like your friends... then it makes it easier to do things that they wouldn't expect. ha ha... that is a terrible thing to say, I know.
Jenn! I just want to say... thanks for everything! You have always been a great friend. I love you with all of my ♥ !!! It was good talking to you for so long last night, even though you were probably just like "you know what katlan, it is two o' clock in the fucking morning, I have school tomorrow. So, please just shut the fuck up." lol... I would have totally understood if you said that. (Hey, that reminded me of Taste of Ink-by The Used.) But, you didn't, and thanks for listening.
Ethan and I have been talking a lot lately also. I can totally thank Nick for that. He helped me open up more with my feelings instead of bottling them up inside. I realize that I don't have to do that anymore because there are people out there who will listen. So, thanks Nick. I appreciate that. It has helped me become better friends with certain people.
I hope to have lots of fun this weekend. We are having our block party on Saturday, whatever day that is. Either the second of july or the third. I was going to invite a lot of friends, but then i decided that it wouldn't be as much fun because it is so hard to keep everyone happy. So, yeah I might just keep it where it is at. Jenn, Dakota, Ethan, and maybe these two cool freshman Brandon and Chris. The block party is supposed to have: a DJ, fireworks, lots of food, lots of people, the police are going to come to give out stickers (yay! stickers!!) damn pigs. lol..., and yeah just lots of stuff. OH YEAH! And a JUMPY TENT!! We all love those, don't we?
I should probably go take a shower and eat something... and I guess get dressed, but I don't know. Clothes are so overrated. ha ha ha... inside joke. Yeah, I haven't eaten like a meal in a couple of days. The last thing I had to eat was a small tub of Ben and Jerry's Chunky Monkey ice cream. ha ha... Some meal, eh? I think that is the only thing I ate all day yesterday. Hmmm... I don't know what is wrong with me lately. I usually eat all the food out of the fridge. OH MY GOD JENN! That was the first time I went to your house without eating a poptart. Ha ha ha... oh my.
Well, I think I have kept you bored enough. Adios!
Katlan