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so today is saturday.
i was supposed to go to nicks dads house to watch the fight tonight. well, my plans got fucked over by my dad (as seen in my last entry). i am kind of sad. i bet him and nicky will have a grand time. good for them. i will be watching the fight all by my lonesome at home unless my dad invites some of his friends....
if i didnt go to the party at nicks dads i was going to go to sarahs surprise party tonight. which i was pretty excited for because i havent seen her in a long time. i really like sarah she is super cool. so tonight i will be at home. i am not allowed to use the phone so i cant say. HEY CALL ME! you kow? yeah... i know.
ha ha ha ha.... now i am talking to myself. this is crazy. last night i watched a movie with my dad called Trauma. it was really good. it was suspensful and it made you think the whole movie. so for once i had to pay attention. i am dying to watch the notebook because not too long ago, i think it was wednesday, i was watching juanitas kids and they went to sleep so i went to see what was on TV and the notebook was on starz. they didnt have starz of course so i was dying. if jenns sister doesnt get that movie back, soon, i might just go insane. and believe me, we dont want that. i am insane as it is. ha ha ha ha... but i think we all know this.
frank and i are supposed to hang out sometime next week, jenn and i are supposed to hang out sometime next week, nick and i are supposed to hang out sometime next week, and payton and i are supposed to hang out sometime next week. oh yeah and we are supposed to have a little get together with me jenn dakota and nick. since we havent had one of those in a while. i have something to look forward to now. ha ha ha ha... i am only using up 5 days out of the week. so if there are any takers for the other two? lol... oh yeah other one day. saturday i am having a block party. so hopefully i can invite a couple of friends. i have to get out of the house every now and then. i might have already mentioned this block party in my last entry because i have a short term memory problem and i am slow like that. hah.
but today i went to my brothers baseball game. they won. we went to mcdonalds. it was fucking hot out. me and my father played catch during the game. i poured a bottle of water all over my body... it was kind of hot. then after mcdonalds we picked up my brother from his little girlfriends house. went to the library. they didnt have the book i wanted so i put it on hold for when it ships in. renewed my library card. instead of a book i got two magazines of old issues of SPIN. with U2 on the cover of one and the Yeah Yeah Yeahs on the other. so i am excited to read those. we just got home like an hour ago. i had to put the dishes away and was consoled in the rollie pollie ollie video my brother got from the library. ha ha ha ha... i am such a fag. so later on me and my dad are going to watch the fight and then after the fight watch the other movie my dad rented. so... thatll be good. somethings to keep me occupied. instead of thinking of how much i miss nick, why i am not spending time with nick, and why i am sitting at home not even talking to nick. <<< it sucks when those thoughts spread throughout my mind because then i am like depressed. ugh... such an emo fag.
nobody really updates anymore or comments on mine. this is kind of pointless because i feel like i am just talking to myself. i need someone out there.... well i have jenn and nick. they are always there for me. i love it. on accident i almost typed i loath it. ha ha ha ha ha.... oh jeez. well i think that is it for now. i have a song stuck in my head and need to go download it before i go insane. bye bye!!
1.nothings wrong with me
2.nothings wrong with me
3.nothings wrong with me
4.nothings wrong with me
1.somethings got to give
2.somethings got to give
3.somethings got to give
i guess those are my lyrics of the day because that song is totally stuck in my head and i am thinking of shit with my parents and it just kind of comes up... yeah.
Katlan