And in the silence, the happy heart is split in half
I havent really written much about me in here latly ...
Idk its wierd, I have been doing amazing lately, Rebecca and I are great again, like we should be. HE is only really nice to me. Always making sure Im happy and entertained. AND oh man he cooks! lol
Well idk its wierd that everything is good though. Im loving it dont get me wrong! but im just not used to it. Well idk i dont want things to be ruined which is why Im not dating, not making any of those commitments. Not now anyways. I am loving life.
But is that safe? Is it okay for me to be this happy. My friends are amazing. Everything in my life is amazing. But should i get used to this? Thats why Im scared to make any changes. I dont want to lose this feeling.
And I wonder....
..... Do you ever think of me?