Just Quinn's little sister.
"Ew I don't want to smoke with you you're like 12, get outta here"
Everybody treats me like I'm not cool because they're friends with my brother. I hate when people ask how old I am and I tell them and then they act too good for me. I don't even act my age and everybody holds it against me. Its not my fault I was born when I was and I hate everybody my age so I hang out with older people. Everybody's just down with Quinn and I'm just "Quinns little sister" and thats what I'll always be in their eyes. Like ever since I got to Maloney I just wanted everybody to think that I was cool, and not just be like "oh you're Quinn's sister we don't want to chill with you" because like I've grown up seeing these people around and I've always wanted to have a bunch of homies like that. Like iunno its kinda lame but like I feel like I have to prove to everybody that I'm not just quinns sister because I kinda look up to them a bit, and am intimidated by them; and my brother too. I wish for just like 10 minutes I could be cool to my brother and his friends. But I'm not apparently, and I guess it kinda does hurt my feelings when people are like "Ew I don't want to smoke with you you're like 12, I don't want your brother to think I hang out and smoke with 12 year old girls, get outta here" because you know what I'm sure when they were 15 and smokin all their homies weren't their age and I bet nobody said "ew I don't want to smoke with you you're like 12, get outta here" So why is it different for me? Why can't people just see that I'm not my brother, and I'm not just his little sister? Although the same in some ways, we are so different in others; but people don't even try to see this, they just automatically decide they can't chill because it will make them look stale. Fuck that. Age is just a number, its what you got in your heart that counts.
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