.
..this is probably the most upset ive ever been in my entire life
and i dont know what to do
i cant stand another night feeling like this. i cant.
i cant stand the fact that i cant even walk out my front door without being reminded of it.
i cant stand that you do the same things now that we used to do.
i cant stand that i havent talked to you in what feels like an eternity.
i cant stand that no matter who im with, no matter what im doing, its all i think about.
i cant stand that i feel like i cant do anything about it so i just sit home and cry about it all night long.
i cant stand the fact that i feel i have to write this all down here just to let you know.
i feel trapped. i feel helpless. i feel abandoned. i feel replaced.
do you even care anymore?.. do you miss me? at all?
cause i miss you like hell.
"sometimes i wish i had never met you, because then i could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there"
well i do have some pics from lindsays grad party and the day ubash went to mikes summer house which was a really good day, def have to do that again soon.
lindsay me amanda
kasey&lindz
mikes summer housee
stg exotic fruit washes up on the shore all the time?? haha
ohh the tank, how weve missed you!
stg the front yard is sandd.. what a lifee
the rocks were pretty sweet
climbing through a windoww
ubash.. on the rocks =)
hanging outt
neighbors porch?
jungle scene? hey lemme rock those cement things again lol
yea, were basically stealing this next time
getting off of the WWII bunker was quite the project
dont falll
the mob definitely dumped dead bodies in there.. siiick
scene from beaches as ashley says.. worstt movie haha
skyline
sunset
yea, were pretty sweet
on a lighter note i did get a 4 on my ap calc exam =)
and a 3 on apes..haha