..and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much

Jul 14, 2005 02:48

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..this is probably the most upset ive ever been in my entire life
and i dont know what to do
i cant stand another night feeling like this. i cant.
i cant stand the fact that i cant even walk out my front door without being reminded of it.
i cant stand that you do the same things now that we used to do.
i cant stand that i havent talked to you in what feels like an eternity.
i cant stand that no matter who im with, no matter what im doing, its all i think about.
i cant stand that i feel like i cant do anything about it so i just sit home and cry about it all night long.
i cant stand the fact that i feel i have to write this all down here just to let you know.
i feel trapped. i feel helpless. i feel abandoned. i feel replaced.
do you even care anymore?.. do you miss me? at all?
cause i miss you like hell.
"sometimes i wish i had never met you, because then i could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there"



well i do have some pics from lindsays grad party and the day ubash went to mikes summer house which was a really good day, def have to do that again soon.

lindsay me amanda


kasey&lindz


mikes summer housee


stg exotic fruit washes up on the shore all the time?? haha




ohh the tank, how weve missed you!


stg the front yard is sandd.. what a lifee


the rocks were pretty sweet


climbing through a windoww


ubash.. on the rocks =)




hanging outt




neighbors porch?


jungle scene? hey lemme rock those cement things again lol


yea, were basically stealing this next time


getting off of the WWII bunker was quite the project


dont falll


the mob definitely dumped dead bodies in there.. siiick


scene from beaches as ashley says.. worstt movie haha


skyline


sunset




yea, were pretty sweet


on a lighter note i did get a 4 on my ap calc exam =)
and a 3 on apes..haha
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