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wow last night was really weird... Cory will and Nick smith came to the rink im not to sure for what though but nick came upstairs and i saw him so i went and looked at the bottom of the stairs and there was Cory... it sucks bcoz he wouldnt come upstairs with Nick because he hates me atht much:-/ it was kinda weird seeing him... only bcoz he hates me soooo much... and so then a few secs after they left i saw them on the laser storm balcony and so i went over there and nick wetn downstairs and so i tried to talk to Cory adn he just kinda gave me the cold shoulder and then well i cried bcoz it sucks i hate it when people hate me... BLAH!! ands all it hink about all the time is how much i miss Mark and how much i just wish we were still together and then i think about it and i know were not nad i dont think that he ever wants to be "us" again either which sucks even more :'( well im going to go and be sad somemore lol bye!! :-/ I MISS *HIM* SOOO MUCH!!