Oy Vey
Well it's 3:20am and im still awake...About 3 hours ago i got a phone from my sister and she was just crying and said that mom had a mini stroke and was taken by ambulance to the ER...The doctor said that there was no real superficial damage but they want to make sure everything is ok they are keeping her overnight..I sat here and cried for about two hours cuz i came to realize that my mom is very sick and god only knows how much longer she has...I have spent years looking after her more then anyone..I can talk to her about anything..When i left from Portland she was in FL but called me and said she didn't want me to go cuz then she won't have anyone to talk to and that she will be worrid about me..Now i am worried about her and pissed off that i can't be there with her..I know that if she passes away im not sure how i will be able to handle that ..GOd will have to help me alot then cuz i don't know....So for now she is ok but time will tell..Im not sure if i am going back to Portland or not..I want to go but she wants me to stay here and try to get a doctor here in Atlanta to do the surgery...So there she goes worrying more about me then herself..Other then that there is not much going on.