Well..
Well I am now sitting in the middle of the living room on the floor since we have no fruniture at all just a bed but that's downstairs and i am to lazy to move everything down there. Georgia is nice humid and hot let me tell ya..At night there is water running down the windows even though it's not raining outside...Well i decided to drive from Portland to Georgia with my brother John..Well it was a 2 1/2 day drive but maybe 6 hours into our drive my leg started to hurt and it hurt more and more as the days and hours went by well when we arrived in Georgia my leg was huge and red and it hurt like bloody hell so i went to the ER that night and i found out it was cellulitis so they kept me over night and pumped me with antibiotic and painkillers..well they gave me some dilaudid for the pain twice and i was having very very bad hallucinations that i thought i was going insane and was like just put me out of my misery..Well the next morning they let me out but granted my leg still hurt really bad so now it is over a week later and it still it big and hurts at the touch but it's not as bad as in the beginning so that's a good thing because if it does not clear up in a next week or so they will put me back in the hospital and that will not happen..Well other then that I reall have not done much of anything there is noone to really talk to Jason is always busy and all he ever talks about is Tripp..Jeff never calls anymore unless i do so that's a lost cause..Dan is always busy with work and home issue that he is never one so that is about is I just normally sit and read and think which i am very good at apperantly..I have been thinking about my coming surgery and how i don't and do want to go thru with it..If i don't i suffer for the years i would have left and if i do i could feel alot better afterwards but im scared of the risks involved...but i figured that i could have it alot worse ..I could be dead..Well somw of the things going thru my head are better left unsaid..:)...Life goes on as sucky as it may be..:)