What an odd day.
Well, yesterday was odd enough to tell about, so I shall. Alison had been house sitting at her parents for the past 3-4 days, and was expected to come home monday. I was planning on giving her flowers, going to dinner and then renting a movie for the night. She got home and then started crying, after about 10 min of that I finaly got it out of her that she wanted to break up with me. Of course I was crushed, but she just kept saying she didn't want to hurt me and that she still loved me and wanted to be friends. After a bit of that I got her to agree to stay with me for one more week and then make her desision at the end of it. Her main problem is that .... well, I'm a condesending jackass. So I'm going to be trying very hard to stop.
My heart is racing and akeing just thinking about that.... time yesterday. I don't want her to leave, she keeps me sane. I love her to pieces, and I'm willing to change something that's essentialy who I am just to make her happy. I don't want to hurt her as much as she doesn't want to hurt me. And this'll be a change for the better.
My heart is racing and akeing just thinking about that.... time yesterday. I don't want her to leave, she keeps me sane. I love her to pieces, and I'm willing to change something that's essentialy who I am just to make her happy. I don't want to hurt her as much as she doesn't want to hurt me. And this'll be a change for the better.