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Once upon a time there was a girl, she was never really pretty but she smiled a lot and she had freckles on her face and screwed up her nose when she thought hard. She was blessed with gifts of health and intelligence and this created in her a thirst for knowledge and a drive to discover Truth, and for many years this is how life continued. She
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On a less depressive note, try (although it may be very hard) looking at yourself with the low sun shining through the window, illuminating you. You may see yourself in a new light. (well for your benefit incase you cant manage it, you go look great, i think radiant would just take the light metaphors too far)
And for your lyrical pleasure, one of my favourite songs to curl up to. if anyone wants the mp3 then im here: riven.box@virgin.net:
"Fall" by Something Corporate
i close my eyes
thought i was lost but i was stranded
i go outside
to my surprise the sky had landed
i thought it made more sense
if i could only keep you guessing
i was a fool to think that i should stop you from undressing
now i'm believing all the words you say
that i can't say back to you
but so you can
so i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
and i'll just fall
i'll let my heartbeat drop
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as stall
and wonder when i fall
i kiss your neck
i feel you breathing on my shoulder
still i'm perfect
it must be you cause now it's over
i was so close
that was the most that i have ever been through
now old cassettes and cigarettes
will be the ones to save you
how can you ask for me to stay
when all you ever do is go?
just go
and so i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
and so i fall
i let my heartbeat drop
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as i stall
and wonder when i..
go on
you can't be waiting
go on
and watch me as i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
and so i'll fall
i'll let my heartbeat drop
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as stall
and wonder when i..
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Who are you?
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but all of this of course is just meaningful meaningless, a diversion from my name. And so it shall remain for now im afriad. While i often appear to have confidence and arrogance beyond belief, it is infact a front to my shyness (all rather paradoxal!).
Im listening to Hurrican, also by Something Corporate, and its making me sad, and im going for a hair cut soon, so my ramblings of the mysteries of my psyche must draw to a close (plus im kinda filling up your comments section!) for now it is goodbye. oh and my email address works for msn messenger and my picture on my profile might give me away. just a clue
adieu
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Okay, so I've forgotten your name. Believe me, I'm embarassed. But, oh my God, you write so amazingly.
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im glad you liked my writting, i've just started redesigning my website and i was thinking bout doing a journal on there, but i wouldn't be able to be honest because of the worry of people who its about, reading it. I play my cards close to my chest, its the only way you can avoid dissapointment. Sometimes its best to not even look at your hand so that you don't know you've lost. That way you never give up.
and still louise hasnt figured me! i feel bad for not just saying, but im afraid of say for what peoples views on me are. and it isnt necessarily important who i am, just that my small thoughts brough some happiness.
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A happy grateful boy
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