6 years gone by continued...
I think I covered all my friends...
Well Pamela, actually, she lives in Manitoba. I haven't seen her since shortly after Andy and I moved back to Vernon. Sad. She's really messed up now. She's an alcohol and lives a crazy party life still. She's always been crazy like that but I'm surprised she's an alcoholic. At least it's not drugs! I was always scared about that for her.
There are so many people that I haven't spoken to since I wrote those journal posts. It's like, as soon as I met Andy, everything changed for the better. I was so dark and twisty before. I know I was guy crazy but all I ever wanted, I knew since I was 4, was to find someone to love me and be with me. All I've ever wanted was to find that person I'm supposed to be with. Once Andy came along my whole life changed and it's never been the same. We've had our ups and downs but we've always come out on top. I once said that we weren't perfect for each other but as time went on I only found that we were perfect for each other. We just get each other. Unfortunately we are both stubborn assholes at times and we butt heads a lot but we have learned to get around that. There has been a lot of compromises and understanding. It's been a long, hard road. We've been together for over 8 and a half years now. I never thought that we would get this far. Now I can't understand why I thought that. I couldn't imagine being with anyone else.
Oh yeah! Jaysen!! Jason Hayes. Holy shit. So he is married and has a baby girl now. Crazy shit I know. He's on my Facebook but I haven't seen in since the IPE 2005 I think. It's been a hell of a long time. Oh yeah and Brittany and Byron are married and together. Lisa is having a baby with Jeff Peacock!! Ashley has a child. Megan is engaged. HIgh school was so long ago. I'm getting off topic...
So yeah, Andy... I love Andy so much! I miss him so much. He's been gone for 2 months. I got to visit him on his Birthday and it was a great weekend but too short. I don't know when I'm going to see him again. He's working his ass off and making good money right now which is awesome but I am afraid for his safety every day. He works around dangerous stuff every day and I always think about the worst things. If he never came home I don't know what I'd do. I can't even think about that. So I'll think about what our future holds. If I had it my way,
I would graduate from my Administrative Assistant program. Andy would be here just finishing up his Heavy Equipment operator course. We would attend my graduation, my 10 year high school reunion, and the Lawrence family reunion. We would both find jobs in Fort McMurray. By September we would be living in Fort Mac. At first we would live with Tanis and Scott but just for a month. We would get our own place and have awesome jobs. I would be there for Tanis when she delivers her baby in October. *sigh* I really just want to live near my sister. She is having a baby! I feel that I can learn so much from her and her baby. I want to have a baby in a couple of years and I could really use the experience. Tanis needs me. Mom lives so far away and I know Tanis is a nurse and she knows so much but she's never been a mother. When you first become a mother yourself.
I'm talking to Gordon right now! He's not a virgin! OMG! HAHAHAHA! I knew he couldn't hold out! He was such a horn dog.
Well Pamela, actually, she lives in Manitoba. I haven't seen her since shortly after Andy and I moved back to Vernon. Sad. She's really messed up now. She's an alcohol and lives a crazy party life still. She's always been crazy like that but I'm surprised she's an alcoholic. At least it's not drugs! I was always scared about that for her.
There are so many people that I haven't spoken to since I wrote those journal posts. It's like, as soon as I met Andy, everything changed for the better. I was so dark and twisty before. I know I was guy crazy but all I ever wanted, I knew since I was 4, was to find someone to love me and be with me. All I've ever wanted was to find that person I'm supposed to be with. Once Andy came along my whole life changed and it's never been the same. We've had our ups and downs but we've always come out on top. I once said that we weren't perfect for each other but as time went on I only found that we were perfect for each other. We just get each other. Unfortunately we are both stubborn assholes at times and we butt heads a lot but we have learned to get around that. There has been a lot of compromises and understanding. It's been a long, hard road. We've been together for over 8 and a half years now. I never thought that we would get this far. Now I can't understand why I thought that. I couldn't imagine being with anyone else.
Oh yeah! Jaysen!! Jason Hayes. Holy shit. So he is married and has a baby girl now. Crazy shit I know. He's on my Facebook but I haven't seen in since the IPE 2005 I think. It's been a hell of a long time. Oh yeah and Brittany and Byron are married and together. Lisa is having a baby with Jeff Peacock!! Ashley has a child. Megan is engaged. HIgh school was so long ago. I'm getting off topic...
So yeah, Andy... I love Andy so much! I miss him so much. He's been gone for 2 months. I got to visit him on his Birthday and it was a great weekend but too short. I don't know when I'm going to see him again. He's working his ass off and making good money right now which is awesome but I am afraid for his safety every day. He works around dangerous stuff every day and I always think about the worst things. If he never came home I don't know what I'd do. I can't even think about that. So I'll think about what our future holds. If I had it my way,
I would graduate from my Administrative Assistant program. Andy would be here just finishing up his Heavy Equipment operator course. We would attend my graduation, my 10 year high school reunion, and the Lawrence family reunion. We would both find jobs in Fort McMurray. By September we would be living in Fort Mac. At first we would live with Tanis and Scott but just for a month. We would get our own place and have awesome jobs. I would be there for Tanis when she delivers her baby in October. *sigh* I really just want to live near my sister. She is having a baby! I feel that I can learn so much from her and her baby. I want to have a baby in a couple of years and I could really use the experience. Tanis needs me. Mom lives so far away and I know Tanis is a nurse and she knows so much but she's never been a mother. When you first become a mother yourself.
I'm talking to Gordon right now! He's not a virgin! OMG! HAHAHAHA! I knew he couldn't hold out! He was such a horn dog.