[One-Shot] High Places
Title: High Places
Pairing: QMi
Genre: Romance, Fluff, bits of angst
Word Count: 1,117
Disclaimer: Only the plot is mine, nothing else.
Summary: To escape from the suffering and suffocation, Kyuhyun enjoys going to high places, because it puts his mind at rest.
A/N: Finally, I decide to write something. Anyways, first Super Junior fic, so hope y'all enjoy. ^^
He's suffocating. The pain that dwells within his heart makes it hard to breathe.
Always having to suppress this pain is not an easy task. To go about his daily life, and not do anything about it frustrates him so. And yet, no one notices any of this, because he always has to wear a mask. A mask that will easily deceive others; something that Kyuhyun has worn so many times. Not wanting anyone to worry about him, he tries to escape. To where? Some place quiet, a place where he can easily sort out his painful thoughts.
So he resorts to going to the roof of any building.
After the shooting was finished, the members quickly gather towards their designated dressing rooms, people going about here and there to tend to them. Kyuhyun, however, manages to sneak away from the populated room, and goes towards a case of stairs. No longer, will he have to keep the pain trapped within him. No longer, will he have to suffer from not being able to see him. After trudging the last few steps that led to a door, he cautiously turned the knob. Winds softly brushing against his face as he met the rooftop. And as he stepped further onto his haven, Kyuhyun sighed. His soul felt just a bit lighter, after feeling this fresh air.
Of course, the area was empty, only containing a small bench. It looked out onto the busy city of Seoul; cars looked like small squares from where he could see. The male takes slow steps, taking his time because there was nothing to be rushed. He walks over to the railing, slightly leaning against it as he looked below him. And he swings his legs over, sitting upon the railing now, gripping it just in case he falls. So refreshing... He thinks to himself. Only now, would he be able to clearly think about everything that makes him so depressed on a daily basis.
And the first thing that comes to mind was Zhou Mi.
Kyuhyun smiles, brokenly. Small clips of the times where his lover would always hug him flashed through his mind. Every second he spent with him was always different, and it was worth treasuring.
"...I miss you," He says, absentmindedly. It, indeed, was quite abnormal to be talking to yourself, but it always relaxed him. He barely gets to hear his own voice when he's away from his lover.
"My love, what are you doing now? Are you outside, walking? Maybe practicing somewhere in China? Could you be thinking about me?" Kyuhyun mentally slaps himself. To think that someone could be thinking about you...would it be considered selfish? To think something like that, would it mean you're desperate? Even though someone thinking about you is quite actually a compliment, thinking negatively like this, sometimes it makes him wonder if Zhou Mi truly does love him so. Thinking negatively, it was just a habit of his.
"If only you knew, how much I miss you right now. To see your smile was something that kept me going. To hear your laugh energizes me, and makes me want to do my best.You are someone who would never leave me...right?" No doubt, has he suffered before. People always leaving him, doubting him, making him drown in his own worries. No one his age should be like this, right? One deserves to live their life free of pain before they're shown to the world that contains a horrible reality.
Oddly, he still has a content smile plastered on his face. But maybe it's because Kyuhyun is amused by the fact at how lonely he is without Zhou Mi.
And the next thing he knows, he feels tears welling up. He doesn't move as the tears run down his cheeks.
"I wonder if you know, what pain I'm feeling. I wonder, if you know that these tears are for you. You may not be in front of me right now, but when I'm up here, I feel just a little closer. Because maybe this wind will take my pain and carry it towards you." His hair ruffles violently as a strong gust envelops him, the tears on his face being slowly wiped away and floating towards a random direction. Will he somehow get those tears, he questions to himself.
Kyuhyun quickly adjusts himself, now standing on top of the railing. If anyone was around, they probably would've thought he was about to commit suicide.
"Zhou Mi, you're so far away now. But to be up here, I feel a little closer towards the sky. The world shares the same sky, so maybe in a way; I'm closer to you. While I'm up here, I hope that this wind will carry my message to you..."
"Will you, one day, get this kiss and accept it?" Kyuhyun, raising his hands to his lips, quickly blows a kiss as another blanket of wind comes around, now carrying it to who-knows-where. He blankly watches the invisible blessing float away, and sighs deeply. His arms hanging loosely as his head drops, looking down at the streets.
"I accept your kiss, Kui Xian." Kyuhyun snaps his head behind him, watching a smiling Zhou Mi bring his hand towards his mouth. His mouth is slightly ajar from shock. As he sits down on the railing, turning towards the older man, he doesn't have to get up and run, because his lover is already in front of him, wrapping his arms tightly around his waist.
Kyuhyun buries his face in Zhou Mi's shoulder; also wrapping his arms around the latter's neck. They held onto each other, as though the world would fall apart - so that they can fall with each other.
"How much did you hear?" His question is muffled for his face is still within Zhou Mi's chest after adjusting himself.
"I was always here, Kui Xian. I followed you up here, because I wanted to surprise you. Did you really mean what you said?" Kyuhyun replies by nodding.
Zhou Mi grasps Kyuhyun's chin, bringing his face closer to his. He presses their foreheads together, warmth bubbling within them both. Oh, how they missed this feeling. As their noses brush, Kyuhyun's lips open slightly, as Zhou Mi whispers, "I love you..."
And with that said, they press their lips together, feeling that familiar softness as they make contact. To feel that familiar heat rushing up their faces as the seconds they kissed lasted. Kyuhyun's heart fluttered softly as he felt his lover's tongue softly brush against his bottom lip.
When they break contact, only centimeters away, he whispers, "I love you too, Zhou Mi..." And they kiss once more.
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Gah, why does this fail as much as I remembered it? Why is it so effin short?! D: Ack, it was so much better in my dream. Oh well, this will have to do. Hope y'all enjoyed it. Please leave a comment, because comments make me happy! ♥