Is there somthing wrong wtih me?
I had another dream about you last night... i could see you so clearly, your face your long hair i felt your touch, it was so very real then i woke up and was so scared, my legs were numb and i was shaking all over and all i wanted to do was hug you .... Lately i keep trying to pick up my phone to call you and then i realize your gone and soon it will be a whole 2 years. God... i know ive said this a million times before but it feels like it was just yesterday. I have had this empty feeling all day its a feeling that is there all day everyday but today it was tenfold. I would flip open my phone and then realize you wont be on the other end if i dial the number..... Is there something wrong with me???The thought that your gone just slips away and i just think man i really need to call and talk to him its been so long, then i remember the reason ....... your birthday is coming up and i still feel so lost without you.