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Regret is such a pretty song, I wish I had the sheet music for it, surely I could teach it to myself. Gods I can't breeth! I just changed the most desgusting poopy diper EVER! *shudder* I'll never be the same. Seriousely.
I think I'm addicted to music. I turn on Regret and I stop moving, I'm listening to Au Revoir and I randomly brake into song. SEE!? THERE I DID IT AGAIN!!
I feel like a schizo today, I'd give examples but there's no point. I'm seeing Troy in a couple hours, until then I get to baby sit but yay! I haven't been to a theatre in awhile. I have to-- ILLUMINATI CAME ON!!!! YES!!!
*Ahem* I have to contact Zahra and get my book back, I've got nothing to read!!! How come whenever Illu comes on I get this huge creepy grin? And it was terrible, I almost threw myself down a hill because of all my messed up thoughts the other day. Sometimes I wonder what I would be like if I had ended up being like those other girls at my school, the close minded oblivious ones. I have a feeling I'd be much happier but if I were to see myself like that as I am now I would kill myself in horror. Which is a terribly selfish thing because there actually ARE people who need me. I'd look pretty good with short hair, I'm half tempted to cut it... but that would disapoint my mom and I don't think my friends would like that. It WOULD make it easier to cosplay as Le Ciel Kami though...
Meh, we'll see what I do when I'm older. I want to repierce my ears though. Oh crap Ju te Veux came on. How do I pronounce that? Caterpillars are squishy, I picked one up the other day and I almost squished it, it's like a thick layer of skin around GOO. I miss the old Gackt, now he just depresses me with his slowly dimminishing tallent and his whoring himself out to the media. Damn. I'll still listen to his music and oggle his pretty pictures, I'll just mourn later. Dammit I did it again. SLIPPY FROG!!! YOU'RE ALIVE!!!
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Don't ask.
I think I'm addicted to music. I turn on Regret and I stop moving, I'm listening to Au Revoir and I randomly brake into song. SEE!? THERE I DID IT AGAIN!!
I feel like a schizo today, I'd give examples but there's no point. I'm seeing Troy in a couple hours, until then I get to baby sit but yay! I haven't been to a theatre in awhile. I have to-- ILLUMINATI CAME ON!!!! YES!!!
*Ahem* I have to contact Zahra and get my book back, I've got nothing to read!!! How come whenever Illu comes on I get this huge creepy grin? And it was terrible, I almost threw myself down a hill because of all my messed up thoughts the other day. Sometimes I wonder what I would be like if I had ended up being like those other girls at my school, the close minded oblivious ones. I have a feeling I'd be much happier but if I were to see myself like that as I am now I would kill myself in horror. Which is a terribly selfish thing because there actually ARE people who need me. I'd look pretty good with short hair, I'm half tempted to cut it... but that would disapoint my mom and I don't think my friends would like that. It WOULD make it easier to cosplay as Le Ciel Kami though...
Meh, we'll see what I do when I'm older. I want to repierce my ears though. Oh crap Ju te Veux came on. How do I pronounce that? Caterpillars are squishy, I picked one up the other day and I almost squished it, it's like a thick layer of skin around GOO. I miss the old Gackt, now he just depresses me with his slowly dimminishing tallent and his whoring himself out to the media. Damn. I'll still listen to his music and oggle his pretty pictures, I'll just mourn later. Dammit I did it again. SLIPPY FROG!!! YOU'RE ALIVE!!!
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Don't ask.