Title: You can't hide your tears in rain- Chapter 4
Author:
x_xckyx_x Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryonne (Ryan Dunn, Jonne Aaron), Vam (Ville Valo, Bam Margera)
Disclaimer: Don't own any persons...unfortunately? xD
Summary: Dunn has gone one the HIM-/Negative-Tour together with Bam, when he receives a phone call which changes everything..
Warning(s): Not really.. :)
AuthorsNote: Another couple jumps in...stay tuned & find out what happens xD
Chapter 4
Bam was astonished about Martin's naiveté. Did he know that he was touring with two full blown Finnish rock bands? He wondered with whom he'd toured before.
But they all got in the bus- they all got into one bus. And after the great show, it was obvious that they would not try to get some sleep.
Bam jumped in the bus as the last one and closed the door after him. "Hey, guys, guess what: Martin didn't even notice Negative's in the wrong bus!! This douche bag is already asleep!" The others laughed.
They were seated in the rear of the bus where a couple of seat cushions were. Of course it wasn't made for so many people and so the two bands and Ryan were already crammed together. Bam grinned and jumped onto them what caused laughter. To Bam it seemed like they already had had a few drinks without him. "Oh wow, that's cuddly...” Ryan said. Bam grinned. "Let's play a game or something?" Of course they ended up playing a drinking game. Sometimes Bam felt like this was the only games known in Finland, except chess.
A few hours and rounds later, everyone was just completely drunk and acting funny. Bam noticed that Jonne and Ryan were missing, but before he could wonder where they were (how could someone disappear in a tour bus??); he felt like death warmed over and tried to make his way into the bathroom. He was the one who had drunk the most, as usual. And he regrets it every time.
As he stood in front of the washbasin, he felt like it got better slowly. He took a deep breath and stared at himself in the mirror. After a few minutes he felt like he could go back. He went out of the bathroom and laid down in a sleeper-cab. He didn't know whose it was and he didn't want to know. He could just lay here until he was feeling well again he thought. He looked around. Suddenly something in the upper sleeping-cab across caught his eye.
There were Ryan and Jonne lying abreast and talking.
His intoxication was like blown away. He tried to hear what they were talking about but it wasn't that easy because he could hear the others laughing and discussing and the music they were listening too.
He concentrated and now he could hear Ryan's drunken voice. "You know, it's always so difficult with love. When the person you want doesn't want you back and if you say what you feel you make yourself vulnerable." Jonne nodded. "Yeah, I know what you mean... I wish everyone has a person to be loved by." - "Yeah...or just someone who...gives you a hug and says it'll all be good."
Bam wasn't sure, but it seemed like Ryan had some teardrops in his eye. Jonne must have seen it too, because he moved closer to Ryan, laid his arms around him and his head onto his chest. Now Jonne was whispering and Bam had to listen even harder. "You know what? It'll be all good. I promise."
Bam couldn't believe what he just heard. He was totally confused. Was this really all because of Ryan's heartsickness? It seemed like a lot more. But his thoughts were interrupted by Ville, who laid down next to him. "Are you okay, Bam-Bam? I was worried about you." Bam didn't answer because Jonne & Ryan were talking again and he didn't want to miss what they said. Ville frowned. "Bammie? Are you ok, Sweetheart? Did you puke?" - "No, no, it's all right, I'm fine." Now Bam was looking at their mouths hoping that he would guess what they saying. But then he saw their lips move closer and closer. Were they really going to...??
But then all he could see was a pair of green eyes right in front of his face and suddenly he felt a gentle kiss on his own lips. He had time enough to think "What the..?" And then it was already over. "What...?" He looked at Ville with his eyes wide open. Ville laughed. "Somehow I had to get your attention. You ignored me."
"Well, that's an interesting technique to get someone's attention..." Ville grinned. "It worked, as you can see." Bam grinned back and shook his head. Then he looked up to the other sleeping-cab again, but Ryan and Jonne had switched positions so he couldn't see them anymore.
So Ville finally got what he wanted: Bam's full attention and his full confusion. Sometimes he did just not know how to feel about him. Were things like this still only friendship?
Ville smiled whimsically. "By the way, you're lying in my sleeping-cab. Is that an offer or what?" Bam laughed.