Apr 11, 2005 21:03
Well i guess i haven't updated in a while, livejournal is a pain in the ass.
anyways, florida was amazing, more amazing then i ever could have expected.
i had the most awesome time in the world. i love my family.
also, my meds are finally working and i feel like my old self again i feel like i can do things i haven't been able to do in over a year. but now i have to work to get my life back on track. i'm really really undescribably behind in school, but i have 2 tutors which are really awesome and understanding. i have a meeting tomorrow about what they want to do with me. so we'll see what's gonna happen.
i'm also planning on redoing my room, i feel like i finally have enough energy.
i feel amazing.
anyways, this weekend was also truly awesome.
Friday, after school me and passion and lisa hung out for a while, then we took lisa to work, and went to the jcc to help set up for the atd show. then went to the atd show, all the bands there were awesome and i was really impressed by atd, i really needed a show, it was a lot of fun. AFter that i went home and steph and jess came over, then we went to justins and well yeah you know, then jess dropped me and steph off at steph's.
Saturday, me and steph babysat at 11. These kids were fucking insane, i was going crazy. but they were adorable and they actually kind of grew on me, two 3 and a half year old twin BOYS, and their 5 yr old sister. boy was i wore out, but i made 25 dollars so that was cool. Then me and steph and jess went to the beach it was awesome, even tho it was fucking freezing, we went and stood next to the ocean it was so beautiful with the sunset. holy shit, i actually cried. hahah yeaaaah. then, we went to my house and popped open a bottle of wine, and linds came over, then passion her cousin vicky and her cousin's friend danielle came over, then perry came over, and then justin came over, it was really fun, we got real crunked, i fell off of my stool that was pretty ridiculous, but extremely funny. so anyway, passion, vicky, danielle, steph and justin slept over.
Sunday, we woke up and went to mcdonalds for breakfast, then passion, vicky and danielle went back to passions. and me and steph and justin went to new hope, it was awesome, it was so hott out and there were a million people there but it was really cool i haven't been there in a really long time. a lot of stores were flooded too which was sad. but yeah so after that i went home and cleaned my room and watched eternal sunshine, and passed out at like 5.
this morning i woke up late and went into school late, i had a terrible day. me and sarah got into a fight about prom. i feel terrible but i just i don't know. i dont know. but thank god for becky and my mom. i love them so much and they really helped me out. after school i went and got my hair done its really blonde and it has dark brown underneath, its gonna be hard to get used to. but i THINK i like it.
me and sarah aren't fighting anymore tho and that's good. because i love her and she is my best friend forever and ever.
well i think that's enough.