May 07, 2005 21:49
HEY THERE!
Toay was mostly a good day. I did some exercise. ahaha yay for me. and then i tanned and hung out with joel! we watched the incredibles. how fun. then we hung out some more. yay. i totally kicked his butt at Mario Kart. no matter WHAT he says. i did. i really did. then we walked me home and my mom has been gone all day to some place near rockford and so he sat outside with me until Ryan got home. While we were outside we talked about things. then we went and layed in the drive way and looked at the few stars that were out. joel is so comfortable to lay on! but you all will never know cause he is more! I enjoy talking to Joel VERY MUCH. He said i can read his journal if he can read mine. hehe. i know theres things in there that will hurt him tho. which i hate to do. but i mean... he wants to know so... why not? And i look forward to reading whatever he put in his. :D
Yesterday was an alright day. im having trouble remembering it right now cause... im dead tired. but thats ok.
but hehe last night i had a funny dream. In my dream i was dreaming and i thought to myself "omagosh, im dreaming! i can do whatever i want!" so i started flying and stuff. it was really neat. I'd been thinking about it for a while. like... dreaming...and then realizing i was dreaming. hehe its pretty cool. cause i had a dream once that i was at the pool and im like "well maybe this is a dream" and i pinched myslef and i realized it was a dream and then i woke up. I wonder if realizing ur dreaming wakes you up. i dont know.
i really miss joel right now! even tho im talkign to him on line. haha. I wish he were still here. I dont even get to see him tomorrow cause its mothers day. i dont knwo what im doing for mothers day. oh well
well i guess thats all.
xoxo
-michelle