Me Myself And I
ok here goes my update, before i start id like to say
R.I.P Nanna Kay!!! I Miss You Like Crazy Bananas!!
so its been a week today she passed away, and i miss her, her laugh, her smile, her quierky sense of humour,the fact that she was so damn well independant, in a way i will not cry for her, because she wouldnt want me to, this is because when she was admitted on new years day, the days that led up to this admittance, she told me she wanted to go be with her husband, her daughter and her family, she was tired of fighting, she was ready to go, if she wasnt they wouldnt of let her give a living will, this is when the patient can minimize the amount of care given, as my nanna was 78 and was in full mental health they let her sign hers, this ment when she said so they stopped everything made her comfy and let her go, so she was admitted on the 1st you could tell as soon as she got there she didnt want to be, they took her blood tests and made it seem so positive shed be back home, we left wen we new it was all settled, my aunt lynne arrived on the 2nd, so of me dad and her went to visit, she seemed happy to see my aunt, we got n update n then came home to collect things, we took her stuff and my nanna was adament my aunt stayed over as she didnt want her driving, so we left we then arrived on the 3rd in the morning, the doctor said her lungs were detoriating, so me my aunt and dad made the decsion to ask her about her living will, she stated she wanted of the drip and wanted nature to take its course so she got her own room, that nite i.e the 3rd i spent over 8 hours int he waiting room, i new in my heart shed last the night, nanna my aunt and dad aswell as a close family friend called sheree said at about 1am on the 4th that i needed sleep n took me home, dad then picked me up in the morning, it was clear by then she was ready she hung on for me, then on the 4th at about 4.45pm she passed away so peacefully in her sleep and i held her hand all the way thru,
so that was this time last week, since then weve made the arragements for the funeral, and its all sorted for the 19th, her obituary will b in the paper on the 13th, the solicitors for the will and estate readings ont he 13th too,
Tat xxxx Blah If Theres Typos!
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
R.I.P Nanna Kay!!! I Miss You Like Crazy Bananas!!
so its been a week today she passed away, and i miss her, her laugh, her smile, her quierky sense of humour,the fact that she was so damn well independant, in a way i will not cry for her, because she wouldnt want me to, this is because when she was admitted on new years day, the days that led up to this admittance, she told me she wanted to go be with her husband, her daughter and her family, she was tired of fighting, she was ready to go, if she wasnt they wouldnt of let her give a living will, this is when the patient can minimize the amount of care given, as my nanna was 78 and was in full mental health they let her sign hers, this ment when she said so they stopped everything made her comfy and let her go, so she was admitted on the 1st you could tell as soon as she got there she didnt want to be, they took her blood tests and made it seem so positive shed be back home, we left wen we new it was all settled, my aunt lynne arrived on the 2nd, so of me dad and her went to visit, she seemed happy to see my aunt, we got n update n then came home to collect things, we took her stuff and my nanna was adament my aunt stayed over as she didnt want her driving, so we left we then arrived on the 3rd in the morning, the doctor said her lungs were detoriating, so me my aunt and dad made the decsion to ask her about her living will, she stated she wanted of the drip and wanted nature to take its course so she got her own room, that nite i.e the 3rd i spent over 8 hours int he waiting room, i new in my heart shed last the night, nanna my aunt and dad aswell as a close family friend called sheree said at about 1am on the 4th that i needed sleep n took me home, dad then picked me up in the morning, it was clear by then she was ready she hung on for me, then on the 4th at about 4.45pm she passed away so peacefully in her sleep and i held her hand all the way thru,
so that was this time last week, since then weve made the arragements for the funeral, and its all sorted for the 19th, her obituary will b in the paper on the 13th, the solicitors for the will and estate readings ont he 13th too,
Tat xxxx Blah If Theres Typos!
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid