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MAN! What a weekend I had.
Stretchnuts had me in fucking TEARS last night. Walnut and Hazelnut are pissed off about it. Peanut thinks I dont treat myself to what I truly deserve- that I settle for less. Speaking of Busta Nut...
He called me at work today, right when regional was there with us. I was like "oh man." Walnut's proud of how I handled it though. She was like, "hold on, Eric!" and I just knew what Nutrageous must have been thinking. After all, he trusted Walnut enough to hire me and that didnt seem very professional at all.
Anyway. The whole bullshit should be over, but it's still being put on me and Hazelnut. Stretchnuts is putting it mostly on me, but all the while claiming to still be homies while he and she bitch back and forth and argue via emails.
Meanwhile, Peanut inquired about me to Busta Nut the other day and he's claiming he said nothing of the sort. Allegedly (which... why would Kiana ever lie to me???), he likes me but has something on his mind about it. She said, "Eric really really likes you, but he said he's scared of starting a relationship with you because he doesnt know if you can take care of yourself and he's not ready to support anyone right now". Of course, I was like, "wtf" because that very day he'd called me at work (like he seems to do a lot) and we'd talked about me getting my car sooner than expected and all that. But yeah... today he denied ever talking to anyone about me, let alone saying I couldnt take care of myself. I told him I'd let it go and take his word on it, but I'm not stupid.
On the other hand, I dont really care either. Sean can be mad at me all he wants for disliking his girlfriend and her stupid little friend who's all up on Eric like a fat kid on ice cream (omg I'm not even going there on that little girl, let alone Ambers newest bullshit)... BUT Busta Nut remains to be cool with everything and he and I talked about Saturday in a calm manner and we're back to laughing and joking and being us again.
I wanna see him, though. I wish I did have my car already. I cant wait to pierce his ears, lol. I hope Walnut's there when he comes in. ;)
OH speaking of. I had someone from my hometown come in to get her ears pierced yesterday. How fucking random is THAT to run into someone from a not-on-the-map tiny-ass town in Kentucky here in south Florida at work??? She's Robbie and Kim Haasman's cousin Vicki. She lives across the street from Jared Lorenzen, who apparently DID end up signing with the Giants, but he's not playing. I dont know that story, but then again- I never found out what Gino is up to either. However, I was talking to a homeless guy at the bus stop today and he ended up being from Cincinnati too. He brought up quite a few things from my past and it almost gave me a heart attack. He remembered "a murder in Ft. Thomas" and I told him I was her friend, but I left out that I was supposed to be there and dead too. I left out how close we really were and how traumatic it was for me. He was also familiar with Gino's football career at University of Cincinnati and he was amazed to hear I knew Gino, too.
Lots of signs about home lately. But it's weird. I almost am happy here.
Never the less, I cant wait til Labor day. I'll be in Cincinnati for a whole week!!! I'm so fucking excited!!
In other news...
I emailed Jeordie tonight. HAvent talked to him in fucking ever. I gotta get in touch with Doug and Gigi soon. Fuck. I hope Sean's not mad at me for long because he's the one that's helping me with the band. I have so many ideas. I wonder when Jeordie will be back in town...? I wanna go shopping with him. I still have that invitation to the Castle from months ago. Dunno. Maybe someday soon.
Lots of shows to hope for coming up eventually.
Stretchnuts had me in fucking TEARS last night. Walnut and Hazelnut are pissed off about it. Peanut thinks I dont treat myself to what I truly deserve- that I settle for less. Speaking of Busta Nut...
He called me at work today, right when regional was there with us. I was like "oh man." Walnut's proud of how I handled it though. She was like, "hold on, Eric!" and I just knew what Nutrageous must have been thinking. After all, he trusted Walnut enough to hire me and that didnt seem very professional at all.
Anyway. The whole bullshit should be over, but it's still being put on me and Hazelnut. Stretchnuts is putting it mostly on me, but all the while claiming to still be homies while he and she bitch back and forth and argue via emails.
Meanwhile, Peanut inquired about me to Busta Nut the other day and he's claiming he said nothing of the sort. Allegedly (which... why would Kiana ever lie to me???), he likes me but has something on his mind about it. She said, "Eric really really likes you, but he said he's scared of starting a relationship with you because he doesnt know if you can take care of yourself and he's not ready to support anyone right now". Of course, I was like, "wtf" because that very day he'd called me at work (like he seems to do a lot) and we'd talked about me getting my car sooner than expected and all that. But yeah... today he denied ever talking to anyone about me, let alone saying I couldnt take care of myself. I told him I'd let it go and take his word on it, but I'm not stupid.
On the other hand, I dont really care either. Sean can be mad at me all he wants for disliking his girlfriend and her stupid little friend who's all up on Eric like a fat kid on ice cream (omg I'm not even going there on that little girl, let alone Ambers newest bullshit)... BUT Busta Nut remains to be cool with everything and he and I talked about Saturday in a calm manner and we're back to laughing and joking and being us again.
I wanna see him, though. I wish I did have my car already. I cant wait to pierce his ears, lol. I hope Walnut's there when he comes in. ;)
OH speaking of. I had someone from my hometown come in to get her ears pierced yesterday. How fucking random is THAT to run into someone from a not-on-the-map tiny-ass town in Kentucky here in south Florida at work??? She's Robbie and Kim Haasman's cousin Vicki. She lives across the street from Jared Lorenzen, who apparently DID end up signing with the Giants, but he's not playing. I dont know that story, but then again- I never found out what Gino is up to either. However, I was talking to a homeless guy at the bus stop today and he ended up being from Cincinnati too. He brought up quite a few things from my past and it almost gave me a heart attack. He remembered "a murder in Ft. Thomas" and I told him I was her friend, but I left out that I was supposed to be there and dead too. I left out how close we really were and how traumatic it was for me. He was also familiar with Gino's football career at University of Cincinnati and he was amazed to hear I knew Gino, too.
Lots of signs about home lately. But it's weird. I almost am happy here.
Never the less, I cant wait til Labor day. I'll be in Cincinnati for a whole week!!! I'm so fucking excited!!
In other news...
I emailed Jeordie tonight. HAvent talked to him in fucking ever. I gotta get in touch with Doug and Gigi soon. Fuck. I hope Sean's not mad at me for long because he's the one that's helping me with the band. I have so many ideas. I wonder when Jeordie will be back in town...? I wanna go shopping with him. I still have that invitation to the Castle from months ago. Dunno. Maybe someday soon.
Lots of shows to hope for coming up eventually.